A Child Abuse Story

I needed a guidance counselor when I was growing up in this type of family situation and I was often ignored and I was not allowed to have any major say in their family business, so I had to really learn the hard way and talk to outside adults

I REALLY WISH I WAS RAISED BY A DECENT FAMILY

I really don’t understand this so-called family black people who dragged me in this family I don’t like the way they treated me, I have Albinism an inherited genetic condition by birth, after several years of being horrendously tortured by several so-called family members and the unjustified abuses and hatred against me, they are very superstitious black family who do got something against me who have Albinism, after several years unfair and unprovoked abuses and they called me all kinds of racist derogatory names and they did all kinds of criminal horrific things to me and they broke my heart some doctors got in my face and told me that I HAD A HEART ATTACK AND I DID NOT DESERVE NOT ONE DAMN CRIMINAL INCIDENT AND THEY USED ME FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN, AND SOME OF THE PEOPLE ON THE SO-CALLED MOTHER CARMELLA E BARBER SIDE SOME OF HER PEOPLE TOLD ME THEY DON’T HAVE PEOPLE IN THEIR FAMILY WITH ALBINISM AND THAT IT JUST HAPPENS THAT IS A LIE, ALBINISM IS INHERITED BY BIRTH, I DON’T APPRECIATE THE CRIMINAL PUNISHMENT THIS SO-CALLED DONE TO ME AND MY CHILDREN, THEY DID MAKE ME AND MY CHILDREN’S LIFE A PURE LIVING HELL. I AM NOT A WITCH DON’T CALL ME NO DAMN WITCH AND MY CHILDREN MY SONS ARE NOT NO WARLOCK DON’T CALL MY TWO SONS NO GOT DAMN WARLOCK THAT IS REALLY CRIMINAL THEY ARE NOT BETTER THAN ME AND THEY ARE NOT BETTER THAN MY TWO SONS WHO ARE THEM PEOPLE TO JUDGE ME AND WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE TO JUDGE MY TWO SONS, WE ARE BETTER THAN THEY ARE. WE ARE NOT WITCHES, WARLOCKS AND CRIMINALS AND WE DON’T STEAL FROM OTHER PEOPLE.
Between Oct and Nov 1980 on L and M street, there was a fire in a can behind my kitchen door, and I minded my own business there.
Nelson’s mother Rose who hated her daughter in law Carmella died January 1-1981 on NEW YEARS DAY. SHE DIED AT AGE 65. the same year.
Spring 1981 on South Lytle street a subsidized apartment, things looked ok for a while, till suddenly, someone tampered with the locks it was fixed, I had to change phone number and there was rocks pelted and balls bounced on my windows for no apparent reason and I minded my own business there too in May 1981 it gotten worst so I moved out.
1988 was the old address by the beach on West Pratt Blvd, one day June 7 1988 someone went in the basement and they cut only just my telephone wire, repairs told me that only my line was cut and I had just moved to this section 8 apartment in May 1988 and I minded my own busuiness there too. how can that program help? and I also need a support group and some mentoring and to help me get back on my feet; It was a total lost and I am not financially on my feet yet and where I am living the public aide dept will not even give me a medicaid card no matter what. maybe because I been used.
In Milwaukee WI
Spring 1994 I was in a first time home buyers program and October 31-1994 I closed on a home located at 2144 N 40th street Milwaukee WI 53208, January 1995 my garage was marked up and June it was broken into June 1995 and July 28-1995 the garage was sat on fire I called 911 and November 8-1995 a car was set on fire by the garage, made it on fire again and SOME BODY SAT A BOMB ON MY CAR GARAGE. January 19-1996, the day before Clara’s birthday A BOMB WAS REMOVED FROM MY ROOF AND EVERY BODY HAD TO EVACUATE FROM THE AREA I did mind my own business there too and I did not bother anyone there. I taken out a 30 year mortage on this home I lived there only just ! year and 10 months and I couldn’t take the abusive stress anymore and my family is disabled and they don’t need any of that kind of abuse.

I Am At A Lost Serious Disadvantage.

What to do when people put the problems on you like the family people did put against me how do you get them people off you, and how do you get all them people out of your business when they do get your business that did happen to me that is not funny. that really did put me at a serious disadvantage.

The Family People Got Something Against Me With Albinism

THE PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY IS DANGEROUSLY COLOR STRUCK AND THEY ARE VERY SUPERSTITIOUS PEOPLE AND THEY ALWAYS PLAYED WITH ME LIKE A TOY; AN OCTOBER 31ST HOLLOWEEN CREEP WHO IS NOT A PERSON TO THEM, BECAUSE I WAS NOTHING TO THEM PEOPLE. TO THEM PEOPLE THEY THINK I AM VERY DIFFERENT AND THE PEOPLE DUMPED ME OUT OF THEIR FAMILY, THE FAMILY DID REMOVED THEMSELVES FROM ME ALTOGETHER I AM TELLING THE TRUTH I AM NOT LYING ABOUT THIS. AND SOME OF THE FAMILY PEOPLE TOLD ME THEY DO’N’T HAVE PEOPLE IN THEIR FAMILY WITH ALBINISM AND ALBINISM IS AN INHERITED GENETIC CONDITION LIKE ANY OTHER CONDITION BY BIRTH.

I REALLY HATE THE PEOPLE TOOK ME HOME I REALLY WISH THEY LEFT ME

The people took me to the wrong family and they punished me over far too many decades of my life the Mr. Barber and Mrs. Barber really made me pay for deeds they did, deeds that they all are still responsible for and they did punish me over things I did not even know anything about, I REALLY DO NOT SEE WHAT SHE TOOK ME HOME FOR WHY DIDN’T THEY LEAVE ME BEHIND.?

THE FAMILY PEOPLE KEEP PICKING ON ME THEY SHOULD NOT TAKEN ME TO THEIR FAMILY THEY ARE REALLY WRONG

PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND IN THIS UNITED STATES TARGETING PEOPLE WITH
ALBINISM THAT IS REALLY CRIMINAL, THAT IS B.S
I STILL REALLY WISH THAT SOMEBODY ELSE HAVE ADOPTED ME AND TO REMOVE ME AWAY FROM THIS FAMILY I REALLY WANT TO GET AWAY FROM CHICAGO, ILLINOIS I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANY MORE I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM HERE I DON’T HAVE TO STAY WHERE I AM NOT WANTED I AN NOT NO DAMN ANIMAL PEOPLE CAN I GET A BREAK FROM HERE?
I am wondering are all y’all people in this society including the authorities going to let Carmella E Barber kill me and kill my children? this women have been trying to kill me every since she took me home to her damn family, several years of my personal life was deliberately wasted the women and her family all jumped all over me from the start this women who too me home she never had no kind of love for me at all, because I am not nothing to her and her husband Nelson R Barber denied me too and they both did cause the entire family to turn against me too this family was really against me from the very beginning and life for me is really next to impossible because THE RACIST BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID NOT AND DO NOT WANT AN ALBINO PERSON IN THEIR FAMILY BUT I COULD NOT STOP THEM PEOPLE FROM TAKING ME TO THEIR FAMILY BECAUSE I WAS AN INNOCENT DEFENSELESS BABY GIRL AND HOW THE HELL DID I END UP IN THIS FAMILY IN THE FIRST DAMN PLACE, WELL I DID NOT ASK THOSE PEOPLE TO TAKE ME TO THEIR OLD DAMN FAMILY AND THEY ARE VERY WRONG FOR FORCING ME TO DYE MY HAIR BROWN AND FORCED ME TO WEAR BROWN HAIR WIGS. IN 2010 CARMELLA BARBER DID GIVE ME THE BROWN HAIR WIGS AGAIN, WHY IS THIS BLACK FAMILY CONCEALING ME, THE WOMEN ISOLATED ME FOR MANY YEARS AND THIS BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID PREVENT ME FROM WORKING A DECENT PAID CAREER, I COULD ONLY GET DOMESTIC WORK OTHERWISE A JOB THAT DID NOT REQUIRE A SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER AND NELSON R BARBER WAS MY GUARDIAN AND CARMELLA DID NOT TELL ME THAT WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME? HER KIDS DID NOT TELL ME THE TRUTH, AND HER SIBLINGS DID NOT TELL ME EITHER, AND PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND PICKING ON PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY GOT ALBINISM, IT WAS THIS DAMN FAMILY PEOPLE WHO DID CHASE ME DOWN ON PURPOSE AND THEY DID THAT SH** DELIBERATELY AND I GOT SEVERELY INJURED BY THIS FAMILY PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS DID HAVE PURE DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL HATRED AGAINST I NEVER MADE IT IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL BECAUSED ALL OF THEM FAMILY PEOPLE HAVE STOPPED ME FROM LIVING MY PERSONAL LIFE THE WAY I GOT A DAMN RIGHT TO LIVE MY PERSONAL LIFE AND WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE BECAUSE I GOT A RIGHT TO WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE AND NOT TO HIDE MY ALBINISM AND THIS FAMILY DID REMOVED THEMSELVES FROM ME DECADES AGO WITHOUT TELLING ME THE TRUTH.

The Family Removed Themselves From Me Several Years Ago

On my high school transcripts ask for child’s mother name Carmella Barber is on that line, asked for mother’s maiden name Carmella Pumphrey is on that line, and Where it asked child father’s name the line is left blank…… and on the line where it asked for child’s guardian name Nelson Barber is on that line and nobody in this family never did tell me that Nelson was my guardian, it was nothing wrong with me. they would not let me work, they always kept me from working and they got me fired from jobs, they even stopped me from baby sitting and I was a 19 year old grown women and September 16-1976 the year I graduated from high school. they put me out on the streets of Chicago IL without no income of my own, I had to live with her mother. I started out in life very badly and I always had bad breaks and far too many set backs. and the so-called mother forced me to dye my hair brown and to wear brown hair wigs to hide my albinism I really wonder why did they do me like that, I had a right to be myself, I should not had to dye my hair.
The so-called mother who always did really hated me and the so-called father both really hated me because I was not nothing to them and I can see that, they nearly did kill my son Alexander he was on life support in the hospital and ship to one nursing home to another the people treated my son like shit.

Child Abused I Am An Unwanted Child Family Removed Themselves From Me

Yes the abuses is still going on behind my back because the so-called mother do got a real serious personal vendetta against me from she did tell me in the 1950′s their former life insurance sales man used to come to their home to collect the life insurance policy premiums in that time of year, she told me he was a white man and when I was born her black husband, his mother who is her mother in law thought I was not her son’s baby she thought I was the white man’s baby, the so-called mother did tell me that her mother in law tried to have her killed because of me and I asked her who her mother in law was going to get to kill her she told me that her mother in law was going to have her son kill her, and today in 2013 this women who did take me to this family she did always blame me for the things she and her husband was really responsible for the so-called mother she sacrificed me and she did use me for a dehumanizing scapegoat. and some of her people did tell me that her black husband denied me from birth and some siblings did tell me that the man did deny me from the start and he turned his back on me and the whole entire family did turn all against me. Some one should have been protecting me several years ago while I was a small child trying to grow up, My life with this family was not in good hands. This family was not even safe for me to be taken to from the start and my children my 2 sons were not even safe with this family either and I are 2 generations of people.

THE FAMILY REMOVED THEMSELVES FROM ME SEVERAL YEARS AGO

I am not no crazy person like the so-called parents called me they were the ones who always did physical, emotion, mental and psychologically abused me for 57 years of my life the so-called family removed themselves from me since birth, they both denied me and they turned their backs on me, they did torture me for decades and I should not have to be ashamed of myself born with albinism, and forced to wear a brown hair wigs and dye my hair brown because the family people kept teasing me and picking on me because I was born different they injured me that way and they exploited me for many years and they nearly killed my son for nothing because they did target both of my children and they always targeted me first several years before I had my children and when I was only a little girl a teen ager I was not the type who was in a relationship with males I was in school trying to complete my education and for a strange reason that abuse and the racist derogatory name callings followed me even in the high schools and I still did not bother no darn body I was not no trouble maker. SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW DID A BLACK WOMEN GET ON A CTA L TRAIN IN CHICAGO, IL ,SOMEBODY I DID NOT EVEN KNOW AT ALL HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WAS CH, SHE ASKED ME WAS MY NAME CH I DID NOT ANSWER HER AT FIRST BUT WHEN SHE ME DO YOU HAV A SISTER NAME D I TOLD HER YES I WAS REALLY RELUCTANT I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WHEN I NEVER SAW THE WOMEN BEFORE NO I DID NOT, THIS FAMILY EXPLOITED ME VERY BADLY, I CAN NOT GET MY BENEFITS I BEEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG AND THEY ARE STILL TARGETING ME AND THEY ARE TARGETING MY CHILDREN, THEY HINDERED MY GETTING APPROVED FOR SSI AND MEDICAID AND I AM NOT WORKING, HOW CAN I MOVE ON WITH MY OWN LIFE AND GET PASS THEM PEOPLE WHEN I DON’T HAVE NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON HERE IN CHICAGO, IL EVEN SUPPORTIVE OF ME,?
THE FAMILY PEOPLE ARE VERY NARCISSISTIC PEOPLE DO ANYBODY KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THEM KIND AND I DID MOVE OUT OF STATE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE 90s but things did not change because the family people did not leave me alone, and they did not leave my children alone and they don’t want me with my kids. I was only telling the truth because I do not want nothing to happen to me, they restricted my freedom and they took away my human rights and dignity those people do not respect no law authorities not when it comes to me no they do not. the counseling help is not free don’t think I didn’t try I did try the people are standing in my way I am not in their way, and nobody here do not want to help me.

This Family People Do Got Something Against Me With Albinism

Look what happened to me I got taken home by people who got something against people with albinism I know because I have albinism, the albinism that we have is an inherit genetic condition by birth. Some of those family people told me that albinism just happen that is a lie, because it don’t happen that way. All the years I was in this family the people never did treat me like I am a family no they do not, I have a real serious problem with that because of all the horrible abuses the people did put me through for several years and for that length of time and nobody never did tell me why and I never did fit in their family and I had to leave them people alone for my safety. The people don’t like me they never did like me no they did not. They don’t treat me like I am a biological family member the people dehumanized me decades ago and they hate both my children they do not like my kids, they always gossiped about me and my kids.