All everybody did was blame me for things that was the grown adults fault and for things that they did and they been doing me like for many years, my who entire life and I been sick and tired of being accused of all kinds of misdeeds, they just didn’t want me for their daughter maybe because I’m not their daughter then where did the people get me from? then why did they pick on me with all kinds of racist derogatory name callings, This family never took the time with me, they never did allow me to participate in family affairs they really left me out of all family affairs and I was not allowed to have any say, no kind of choices and the people on Carmella E Pumphrey Barber side of the family they did not even invite me to none of their family reunions and they dud have family reunions they did always left me out because I was not nothing to them, and the people on Nelson Reed Barber side of the family those people never did take the time with me either and Carmella E Barber isolated me from the world it gotten started when I was only an innocent small child and I was my school education was interrupted and I was out of school for nearly three year, I was in kindergarten they pulled me out of school, and I returned at age 7½ years of age and all they did was teased me, picked on me and they often did make fun of me along with the derogatory name callings and I was forced to flee several living addresses where I was living and I did mind my own personal business there and I did not bother no damn bother where I did live at all those addresses, I was not no trouble maker I was not like that and they did tried to break in my apartment and the home that I purchased several years ago and the so-called family people never wanted nothing to do with me no way I know that and they know that too that is why they don’t communicate with me and most people do find that really strange the people who took me in their family full of hateful black people who really hate me who do have Albinism and that is what they did often called me from my early childhood all the way right into my age in my 50″s I was really used as a distraction to what was really going on right behind my back and they never came to check on me to see how I was doing the so-called mother didn’t come to see about me either just like her husband didn’t come to see abut me the so-called siblings didn’t come to see about me either, that includes no aunt, no uncle, no female cousin, and no male cousin that is why so many people do think it is so strange for a family to be that criminally hateful against me all the way from my early childhood, the bias hate crimes did not stop because they do not want to stop the people are not leaving me alone, the people will not leave my children alone either, they are not going to stop, no they are not going to stop Patricia Barber Metcalf is looking to keep on f***ing with me, my son Alexander and Alexander’s children, my grand children , Alexander’s grandchildren, my son Vincent and Vincent’s children, my grandchildren, Vincent’s grandchildren we don’t have a life like this.
All the racist black so-called family people did was drag me into a very dangerous situation that they never should have taken me too and all the people did was really get on my nerves for several years Carmella E Barber is the cause of me having a heart attack because she and her people tried to kill me for nothing and because Carmella got a real bad personal vendetta against me from the start and her who family got a serious personal vendetta against me. they people do got a personal vendetta against my children because they did started this with me first. and they so-called family people did nearly killed my son Alexander for nothing he did not do to them damn people they really are cowards. THE SO-CALLED FAMILY PEOPLE ARE HOLDING ME HOSTAGE AND THE SO-CALLED FAMILY PEOPLE ARE HOLDING MY KIDS HOSTAGET AND THEY WILL NOT LET GO OF ME AND THEY WILL NOT LET GO OF MY KIDS.
I really wish Carmella E Barber and Nelson R Barber never took me to their family because all the people did really get on my nerves. I will not forget when the so-called mother step people Ralph James in laws Willie Morgan wanted me to let them take my son Alexander to a hotel when he turn 18 years old and I did not go along with that because that was a set up they are the people who did tell me I can wait in the front while Alexander is in a hotel room no I did not go along with that because Carmella E Barber step people were going to kill my son Alexander in that hotel room and dispose of my son and the so-called mother did tell me her sister Clara Pumphrey used to date one of the James brothers and Clara was married to a man named Willie and someone cut his throat in a hotel room and he was killed in a hotel room and when Clara tried to collect the social security benefits they did not give her the benefits because Willie was a married man he was already married to another women he committed bigamy this is what my grandmother Carmella Pumphrey McCoy did tell me when I was living in her home after the so-called parents put me out of the home on the streets of Chicago, Illinois they evicted me because they did not want AN ALBINO CHILD IN THEIR HOME. THEY WERE VERY MEAN, EVIL AND VERY HOSTILLY CRUEL TO ME AND THEY ALL DO TREAT BOTH MY SONS Alexander and Vincent the same they always been very down right narcissistically, hostile and cowardly criminal with me and my kids. the people have criminally manipulate me and they did manipulate my children these are not none of my family people they are worst than a fake family
My life have always been nothing but a horrific and a scarey living and a painful hell and a real night mare for 57 years all because these so-called family people may not be my biological family period; then why did they declare a criminal war on me when they should have left me behind? that is not my fault and I really do hate they dragged me off to their family in the first place.
PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND IN THIS UNITED STATES TARGETING PEOPLE WITH
ALBINISM THAT IS REALLY CRIMINAL, THAT IS B.S
I STILL REALLY WISH THAT SOMEBODY ELSE HAVE ADOPTED ME AND TO REMOVE ME AWAY FROM THIS FAMILY I REALLY WANT TO GET AWAY FROM CHICAGO, ILLINOIS I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANY MORE I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM HERE I DON’T HAVE TO STAY WHERE I AM NOT WANTED I AN NOT NO DAMN ANIMAL PEOPLE CAN I GET A BREAK FROM HERE?
I am wondering are all y’all people in this society including the authorities going to let Carmella E Barber kill me and kill my children? this women have been trying to kill me every since she took me home to her damn family, several years of my personal life was deliberately wasted the women and her family all jumped all over me from the start this women who too me home she never had no kind of love for me at all, because I am not nothing to her and her husband Nelson R Barber denied me too and they both did cause the entire family to turn against me too this family was really against me from the very beginning and life for me is really next to impossible because THE RACIST BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID NOT AND DO NOT WANT AN ALBINO PERSON IN THEIR FAMILY BUT I COULD NOT STOP THEM PEOPLE FROM TAKING ME TO THEIR FAMILY BECAUSE I WAS AN INNOCENT DEFENSELESS BABY GIRL AND HOW THE HELL DID I END UP IN THIS FAMILY IN THE FIRST DAMN PLACE, WELL I DID NOT ASK THOSE PEOPLE TO TAKE ME TO THEIR OLD DAMN FAMILY AND THEY ARE VERY WRONG FOR FORCING ME TO DYE MY HAIR BROWN AND FORCED ME TO WEAR BROWN HAIR WIGS. IN 2010 CARMELLA BARBER DID GIVE ME THE BROWN HAIR WIGS AGAIN, WHY IS THIS BLACK FAMILY CONCEALING ME, THE WOMEN ISOLATED ME FOR MANY YEARS AND THIS BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID PREVENT ME FROM WORKING A DECENT PAID CAREER, I COULD ONLY GET DOMESTIC WORK OTHERWISE A JOB THAT DID NOT REQUIRE A SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER AND NELSON R BARBER WAS MY GUARDIAN AND CARMELLA DID NOT TELL ME THAT WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME? HER KIDS DID NOT TELL ME THE TRUTH, AND HER SIBLINGS DID NOT TELL ME EITHER, AND PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND PICKING ON PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY GOT ALBINISM, IT WAS THIS DAMN FAMILY PEOPLE WHO DID CHASE ME DOWN ON PURPOSE AND THEY DID THAT SH** DELIBERATELY AND I GOT SEVERELY INJURED BY THIS FAMILY PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS DID HAVE PURE DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL HATRED AGAINST I NEVER MADE IT IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL BECAUSED ALL OF THEM FAMILY PEOPLE HAVE STOPPED ME FROM LIVING MY PERSONAL LIFE THE WAY I GOT A DAMN RIGHT TO LIVE MY PERSONAL LIFE AND WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE BECAUSE I GOT A RIGHT TO WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE AND NOT TO HIDE MY ALBINISM AND THIS FAMILY DID REMOVED THEMSELVES FROM ME DECADES AGO WITHOUT TELLING ME THE TRUTH.
Yes the abuses is still going on behind my back because the so-called mother do got a real serious personal vendetta against me from she did tell me in the 1950′s their former life insurance sales man used to come to their home to collect the life insurance policy premiums in that time of year, she told me he was a white man and when I was born her black husband, his mother who is her mother in law thought I was not her son’s baby she thought I was the white man’s baby, the so-called mother did tell me that her mother in law tried to have her killed because of me and I asked her who her mother in law was going to get to kill her she told me that her mother in law was going to have her son kill her, and today in 2013 this women who did take me to this family she did always blame me for the things she and her husband was really responsible for the so-called mother she sacrificed me and she did use me for a dehumanizing scapegoat. and some of her people did tell me that her black husband denied me from birth and some siblings did tell me that the man did deny me from the start and he turned his back on me and the whole entire family did turn all against me. Some one should have been protecting me several years ago while I was a small child trying to grow up, My life with this family was not in good hands. This family was not even safe for me to be taken to from the start and my children my 2 sons were not even safe with this family either and I are 2 generations of people.
Several decades ago when I was born the man said I was not his baby when he first saw me, he denied me he turned his back on me and walked out of the hospital , the women’s mother in law Rose did not believe I was her son’s baby so she tried to have Carmella E Barber killed by her husband, she did tell me out of her own mouth, she waited nearly until I was in my later 50s and she already turned her back on me too and she was already criminally hateful toward me, she did take criminal control of my life and my personal business and affairs the black family have already been removed themselves this is why the people already got my personal business and I was never even safe in this family at all. they did keep me from working a decent paid salary career in all areas even in 2013 the family people will not let me work because they already been using me for decades behind my back, I can not work outside my home I will not be safe if I do that the family people will not let me work, they been harassing me for decades now and yes in 2013, they took me to the family they did set me up for continued nonstop abuses, and they did take my money away from me and they nearly took my kids away from me and they nearly killed one of my sons, I can not sugar coat the abuses me and my 2 children were really put through, it was pure hell from the start.
Somebody should have been helping me with this family while I was a young girl growing up the grown adults who all did know better robbed me of my childhood, and I always needed a different kind of family that was caring and reliable and someone who may have treated me as one of their own, because I really needed love and respect as a person too and I did not get any of that from them people, because they never wanted me from the start. Someone should have been giving me guidance of how to report child abuse incidents that happened to me in the home, the siblings did do criminal things against me right behind my back that is why nobody did not tell me anything at all. and the Illinois State Department Of Children And Family Services should have been contacted on the Barbers and Pumphrey Family because the family people did dehumanized me because I have Albinism, they did treat me like they own me like I am their property and the family people do not want me to work a good decent paid administrative office career, that s why I don’t have nothing to ever retire on I am at a lost. they all blocked me from completing career job training for this type of work, and I did not fail my own self, they people who took me home they failed me, I am not lying, and for some strange reason while I only worked only a short one day job to only a few day, the people let me go and without telling me why, I always had trouble with getting hired by companies because several racist black family people used me and they blocked me from working a decent and every time I tried job training in a new career the family people always went behind my back and do something else to sabotage me again the impersonator do it to me again on purpose and they did always kept me out of the front office and they did keep me out of the Medical Front Office Administrative Office Career the family people they don’t me working in the medical office, they don’t want me working in no kind of Administrative Offices no they don’t and they did threatened my personal safety again and in 2002 when I was in Clerical Office Training, the child protection people came to my door while I was living in Milwaukee, Wisconsin, so I did finish but I did not work an office career.