I REALLY REGRET BEING TAKEN TO THIS FAMILY

ImageChild Abuse Child Endangerment I will not forget when the so-called mother step people Ralph James in laws Willie Morgan wanted me to let them take my son Alexander to a hotel when he turn 18 years old and I did not go along with that because that was a set up they are the people who did tell me I can wait in the front while Alexander is in a hotel room no I did not go along with that because Carmella E Barber step people were going to kill my son Alexander in that hotel room and dispose of my son and the so-called mother did tell me her sister Clara Pumphrey Noonie she always wanted to isolate me off somewhere she used me too and she did show me a gun while I was in her house in late July 1976 that is the same year I graduated from Calumet High School but Carmella Barber sister never had nothing to do with she waited util I graduated in 1976 and suddenly she and her sister who did drag me in this so-called racist black family they both got together just to put me right in the path of Clara Pumphrey Noonie who was in a mental institution and she did pick a nasty dangerous fight for nothing, I did not do nothing to Clara Pumphrey then I had left her house it was really late and it was poring down rain and her son Edward Pumphrey came out his bed room to get me to his bed room to get me out of harms way because his mother Clara did pick and start a dangerous fight with me and she did try to slap me in my face fornothing I did not do to her that was very dangerous and Noonie is a dangerous racist she don’t like Albino either I know because I have Albinism and this family is down right viciously angry at me I know that they are. Three years later in February 1979 It was told Edward Pumphrey comitted suicide with a hand gun.My grandmother did tell me that Clara used to one of the James brothers and Clara was married to a man named Willie and someone cut his throat in a hotel room and he was killed in a hotel room and when Clara tried to collect the social security benefits they did not give her the benefits because Willie was a married man he was already married to another women he committed bigamy this is what my grandmother Carmella Pumphrey McCoy did tell me when I was living in her home after the so-called parents put me out of the home on the streets of Chicago, Illinois they evicted me because they did not want AN ALBINO CHILD IN THEIR HOME. THEY WERE VERY MEAN, EVIL AND VERY HOSTILLY CRUEL TO ME AND THEY ALL DO TREAT BOTH MY SONS Alexander and Vincent the same they always been very down right narcissistically, hostile and cowardly criminal with me and my kids.

Family People Held Me Hostage They Control and Punished Me

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyTHEM BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE ARE HOLDING ME HOSTAGE FOR THEIR MISDEEDS I WAS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THEY ARE ALL VERY WRONG FOR DOING ME LIKE THAT
I don’t feel like Muff’s child because she already did know she didn’t want me for her child she should not haver taken taken me home all she did was taken me home to nothing but a criminal and a racist and dangeroust race hating setup and she deliberately picked on me my entire life she punished me for the deeds she did she put that Sh** on me and she did disabled me on purpose she brainwashed me too and she did call me an Albino and other racist name callings too, she tortured me right behind my back this is NOT MY REAL MOTHNER SHE GOT A SERIOUS PERSONAL AND A REAL HATEFUL VENDETTA AGAINST ME FROM THE VERYS START OF MY LIFE SHE WILL NOT LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE AND HER PEOPLE TORTURED ME TOO RIGHT BEHIND MY BACK AND THEY NEARLY KILLED ONE OF MY SONS, I AM NOT CRAZY THE SO-CALLED BLACK FAMILY ALWAYS CALLED ME CRAZY AND THEY GOT OUTSIDE PEOPLE LIKE THEMSELVES HELPING THEM TOO, IT IS NOT I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING, THE SO-CALLED FAMILY PEOPLE ARE ALL IN MY WAY AND I AM RIGHT MUFF SHOULD NOT HAVE TAKEN ME HOME I REALLY HATE AND I REALLY REGRET THAT SHE TOOK ME TO HER FAMILY, BECAUSE THEY ALL GOT SOMETHING AGAINST ALBINISM. THEY ARE VERY SUPERSTITIOUS BLACK PEOPLE AND THEY TREATED LIKE AN OUTCAST AND OUTSIDE AND ANOTHER WOMEN’S CHILD INSTEAD HER BIOLOGICAL CHILD THEN WHY THEY DID EVERYBODY PICK ON ME FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE, THEY DID PUT ALL KINDS OF HATEFUL NAME CALLING LABELS ON ME AND THEY DID DO A RACIST WITCH HUNT ON ME AND HER FAMILY PEOPLE CAME OUT OF NEWORLEANS LOUISIANA STATE, NO OFENSE BUT THAT IS THEIR ROOTS. THEY DO NOT TREAT ME LIKE A PART OF THEIR NO THEY DO NOT. LOOK AT ALL THE HARASSMENT, THE THIEVERY, THE DEROGATORY NAME CALLING AND THE THREAT THEY ALL DID TO ME AND LOOK AT HOW THE PEOPLE CONTROLLED MY PERSONAL LIFE, THEY DID GET IN MY WAY OF EVER WORKING A REAL DECENT PAID CAREER OF MY REAL CHOICE, THEY DID BREAK ME ON PURPOSE IT WAS REALLY DELIBERATE, AND I DON’T HAVE NOTHING TO EVER RETIRE ON, THEY SHATTERED MY DREAMS, I HAD TO FLEE SEVERAL LIVING ADDRESSES WHY EVERYBODY ELSE GOT SOMETHING TO LIVE BUT I DON’T, THE STATE WILL NOT GIVE ME A MEDICAL CARD, I AM NOT GOING TO APPLY FOR THE MEDICAL CARD NO MORE BECAUSE THE STATE WILL NOT GIVE ME THE CARD. A BABY BOOMER WOMEN WHO DID NOT HAVE A FUTURE BECAUSE OF THIS FAMILY PEOPLE. THAT IS BECAUSE THEY DID NOT WANT ME WITH ANYTHING NOT AT ALL.

A WOMEN TAKEN ME TO HER FAMILY SMIRCHED ME AND MY REPUTATION

ImageImageSeveral years ago Carmella E Barber and Nelson R Barber did not want me for their child and Patricia Metcalf Barber, Clara N Pumphrey and others Sherman Pumphrey all are planning to kill me and my kids this is not my biological family no they are not, this family is still trying to take my kids away from me want to use me and to just get rid of me and my kids they took me home to torture me, make my life completely miserable and to get me to have kids and to see what my kids will turn out to look like, Carmella gave me brown hair wigs again in 2010 , she stopped talking to me in 2010. they only had used me for a scapegoat and they dragged me through the whole entire family.
some people in the family did tell me
Patricia Metcalf Barber is more sneakier than all of the
Barber kids, she is the sibling who really hates me. Will you all the Black family people leave me the hell alone and all you Black family people leave my Son Alexander the hell alone stop targeting him and leave my son Vincent the hell alone it is the family I am not dumb and I am not stupid to take me to this family just to use me and my kids like this is pure criminal you all are wrong for doing me like that I will not trust you all no damn more.
A women taken me to her family to destroy me for nothing and to smirch me and my reputation was very criminal and she was very wrong for jumping on me for nothing I did not have no fucking control of, I did not deserve no got damn unprovoked criminal abuse, because I am an unwanted ALBINO BABY GIRL AND I AM NOW AN ADULT GROWN WOMEN, AND THE ABUSES CONTINUED AGAINST ME AND NOBODY TOLD ME WHY, AND WILL NOT BOTHER TO TELL ME WHY AND WHAT I DID WRONG WAS IT BECAUSE I WAS BORN AN INNOCENT BABY, I WAS BORN AN INNOCENT. IF I WAS NOT BORN INNOCENT THEN WHY NOT AND WHAT FOR?

I Am Not No Delusional Disorder I’m Not Like That

ImageI been taken to a family by people who denied me at birth and they never had no kind of love for me, I got hurt by the set up on me from thes start and because Carmella Barber mother in law Rose who is Nelson’s mother thought she was an Albino I WAS TARGETED BY A FAMILY FULL OF HATEFUL PEOPLE WHO TOOK ME TO THEIR FAMILY FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN, They just want to cash the life insurance checks on me and my kids Don’t call me no got damn delusional disorder person those people really do hate my guts, because they do got something against people with Albinism, some of those family people did tell me they don’t have people in their family with ALBINISM, I look different from them people and they always treated me very differently, All they did way treated me like an outcast, an outsider, and another person’s child, because I never did fit in this family, no I did not.

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I DON’T APPRECIATE THEM PEOPLE ROBBING ME OF MY DIGNITY MY WORST NIGHTMARE I SUFFERED FOR DECADES GROWING UP, I AM AT A LOST

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The worst night mares that I had in my life was being sabotaged by family members starting from the parents who denied me since the day I was born and I gotten hurt by a number of surprised, extreme hatred and too much fright and the villainous and bias hate crimes that was done to me for several years to the point to where the so called mother and father deliberately brain washed me and they both misled me from the very start and the mother, they pulled me out of school from my kindergarten class and I was shift off to 949 W Huron and I found myself on my need all bend over while a male was on me behind me and that was very inappropriate touching and that happened in the grandmother’s home and this happened when I was taken out of my kindergarten class room and I never got to complete kindergarten at all. and I was kept out of school until I returned back to school at age 7.5 years old and I had to start all over again and I was nearly 3 years behind in grade school and I got picked on and bullied in grade school and high school they set me up for nothing I did not even do to none of them people at all. I was taken to where people did drink and gotten drunk and leaving kids behind that was very wrong and very dangerous because I was taken to where I was used by the adults all my whole entire life and they made me a family,and a people scapegoat too. They controlled my life, and they RESTRICTED MY PERSONAL FREEDOM AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE DID FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE I MOVED TO RIGHT BEHIND MY BACK FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND NOW TO THE PRESENT DECADES AND YES I’M TALKING THIS YEAR 2013 AND I DON’T HAVE ANY MONEY TO RETIRE ON. I was hurt by the offense and several life threatening situations and the gossip and the ambush, and entrapment that was not nice the way they treated me like an outcast and an outsider. ALL THE PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE WITH ALBINISM. THE PEOPLE IN THIS DAMN FAMILY DO GOT SOMETHING AGAINST PEOPLE WITH ALBINISM, PLEASE PEOPLE DO BE AWARE OF THIS, THAT IS VERY DANGEROUS AND IT IS VERY CRIMINAL AND VERY WRONG TO TREAT ANY PEOPLE LIKE THAT.

 I was born in a seriously dysfunctional family where some people with problems that need to be addressed and corrected even before I was born; this problem have gotten me into a world of trouble with some of them people and also I have been having problems from my grandmother’s former husband, John McCoy’s grandchildren from the McCoy family and his grandson Ralph James, his aunts are Rochelle Saymore and Lauraine Gordan, these people are not related to us by blood at all. I was a young adult age 20 when my grandmother told me about an incident at the time I was only just a 5 year old baby girl; my grandmother Carmella McCoy was babysitting me for my parents. Barbara McCoy James had several young babies of her own, including Ralph James, both women left the home there was only just babies neglected and left behind and there was no adult supervision of the babies and there was no one there at all. I was the oldest at that time, I didn’t know anything about it. there was a new born baby boy about a month old named Markham James, The McCoy people keep blaming me for all of the adult responsibiities. the child was jumped all over and as a result the child died.

 everybody said why didn’t Charlene stop everybody from jumping all over him at that time. They are still rentlessly angry at me for this. Those two women left the home to get a drink they were gone for long hours. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I at all, It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I. It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone

 <Criminal things are more likely to be more intentional because it is planned by steps. What happened to me was not no coincident no it was not

There were some criminal things that Carmella McCoy she did some criminal erroneous things like leaving all children in their home unattended, but one parent was nabbed, but Carmella McCoy was not caught and things could have been much worse for me so everybody all got together and went behind my back and they did torture for several years and decades for deeds the adults were responsible for like watching over  us when we were babies, and I was only a 5 year old baby girl at time I was the oldest of all the babies in the home at 949 West Huron Street, but the 2 women left the home to get drinks alcohol and boos, they were gone for long hours,  I paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan $900.00 dollars to move to 8921 N 91st street Unit B in Milwaukee WI and I paid the people $600.00 every month to be in that unit I paid them our money and I gave it to them people and I was not a day late and I was not a dollar short and I did not give them no kind of excuses, even when I did not get no hot water from them during the time from July 2000 to Mid November 2000 and I still paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan the money for the Rent and I did not complaint against them I did not do that and all the people did was treat me and my children like trash and some people did throw bloody chicken bones under my door and windows and I was still paying them the rent money and the gas furnace did needed fixed and tuned up, that did not get fixed when my children and I was there and on April 13, 2001 my front door locks got jammed on me and I did not do that to myself, and that was not right for Belivia to aske me will I wear a Willie name tattooed on my RIGHT LEG , I DON’T WEAR NO DAMN TATTOO, DON’T ROB ME AND MY CHILDREN OF OUR DIGNITY, THAT IS VERY AND DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL, DON’T CHEAT ME AND MY BABIES OUT OUR OUR LIFE LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE BECAUSE I GOTTEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG DAMN FAMILY  FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, DON’T PICK ON ME BECAUSE I AM AN UNWANTED ALBINO CHILD AND THIS IS NOT MY FAMILY NO WAY.  October 2001, I moved out of the 8921 N 91st Street Unit B Milwaukee, WI and after I moved out the unit I did clean the unit before I left and LESS THAN ONE FULL MONTH SUDDENLY THEY STARTED TO PUT CITATIONS ON ME WITH A VEHICLE A 1985 TAN CHEVY I NEVER DID DRIVE AT ALL, AND THE POLICE CAME TO MY APARTMENT LOOKING FOR ME IN THE SUMMER OF 2003, I DID NOT DRIVE THAT VAN AT ALL BECAUSE THAT’S A LIE AND THAT WAS NOT FAIR AT ALL. I AM NOT NO DUMB ASS.  I DON’T APPRECIATE THAT AT ALL.

I will never forget how those kind of family did treat me and my children, I was still in school in 1971 When I was a 15 year old child Clara Pumphrey asked me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look like you, they just wanted to take my baby away from me, and kill my baby ESPECIALLY IF MY BABY WAS BORN WITH  ALBINISM and some of the people in the family said they don’t have albinism in the family and them people have been very hostily cruel to me for as long as I lived in this family since  I been taken to this family and I really do hate that they taken me to this family. them people are very sneaky towards me. they always been like that towards me all the time, I’m not dumb and I’m not stupid.

A woman who never did wanted me taken me home to a complete hell hole. She didn’t have no love for me at all. If somebody keeps asking you about a ‘Life Insurance Policy’, what do you think? They are getting at and they keep asking you that question. Do you got any life insurance, but they did asked me that question and the person who always asked you that question and this is a person who always had a serious conflict or personal vendetta against you and you do know that you didn’t do nothing to that person. You had a lot of trouble with the family members and they never even liked you at all and when I had my children also, the same person did asked if I had a life insurance policy for my children too. And years later one of my children. My son mysteriously gotten away from a nursing home, they did place him in Warren Park for only 65 days in 2008, and he was so badly abused and criminally manhandled, they nearly killed him for nothing he did not even do,  he was not eating or drinking at all. His life was in danger he was on a life support machine and he was in diapers just like a baby. My son could not eat, he could not talk and he could not even walk and he could not even write his own name and I really wonder do anybody have a guardianship over me right behind my back? and the person won’t tell me, and they will not tell me why. The family people are treating me and my kids like we are animals and I really do want to know do anybody have a guardianship on my children behind my back, they are doing that on purpose and it is very wrong and deliberately, and somebody did marry me off behind my back just to get the money they are very wrong for doing me like that and then they all did laugh at me. and they did that to my children too. they are all very wrong for that. Every time I tried to move on with my own life and move forward, something suddenly do go very wrong with everything that I did try to do for myself and the family people did treat me like an outcast and an outsider and those family people are extremely hostile and they are really very cruel and are very hostile towards me and my children. Child welfare and child protection showed up at my door from 1990,1997,and in between through 2002, child welfare people came to my door in Chicago Il and Milwaukee,WI in 2002 my kids were age 17 turning 18 that year and my other son age 18 going on age 19 the same year the social workers came to my door and In 2000,I lost our Illinois Home Based Assistant Checks, right after I move from Illinois to Milwaukee, Wisconsin, the summer of 2000.  In September 2002 I started to work at The Industries For The Blind,  but on September 27,2002 the same day I gotten my first pay check I did work for suddenly Sept 27, 2002 on the same day I got my pay check somebody did ring my door bell 13 damn time I know what I heard, and something told me you better be very careful because several family people have been always criminal with me from the very beginning and right from the start and they always did do me that way, they are very wrong for doing all those punitive criminal acts and all those really nasty and really cruel and very hateful bias hate crimes to me for the things I did not to none of those family people and NO I DID NOT DO NOTHING AT ALL TO THOSE PEOPLE,  THE FACT IS I WASN’T WANTED IN THE FAMILY, AND I DO KNOW THAT AND SOME DOCTORS DID GET IN MY FACE AND TOLD ME I HAD A DAMN HEART ATTACK, BECAUSE OF ALL THE HATE AND BIAS CRIMES DONE TO ME FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND NOW EVEN DECADES AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE WILL NOT EVEN BOTHER TO LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE NOT AT ALL AND THEY DO NOT EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME WHY, NO THEY DON’T TELL ME WHY EITHER, NOT ONE PERSON EVEN BOTHERED TO TELL ME WHY. I was only at The Industries For The Blind Only 65 days, they did let me go, Nelson Barber’s Mother Rose died January 1,1981 and 2008 my son Alexander was at Warren Park Nursing home only 65 days and he mysteriously gotten away from there, and when I moved from Milwaukee Wisconsin a in the summer of 2003 a different former landlord, did tell me the city of Milwaukee Police did come to her door at 3306 looking for me.

I am very angry because I been taken to a family by people who denied me at birth and they never had no kind of love for me, I got hurt by the set up on me from thes start and because Carmella Barber mother in law Rose who is Nelson’s mother thought she was an Albino and the people in the family never liked me, they always picked on me and for several years and decades the family people always called me racist derogatory names, they did hurt me that way, they spied on me for several years and they did invade my very own personal privacy and they did tell me to dye my hair black and I was forced to dye my hair brown and wear brown wigs for several and I was really made to be ashamed of myself, really feel sorry for myself and I was really feeling guilt ridden for things I was not responsible for and not at fault and they really put a life time sentence of vigilante style punishment on me and they did not even bother to tell me why. I REALLY WONDER DID THOSE PEOPLE BRING ME IN THIS FAMILY JUST TO COMMIT GENOCIDE MEANING TO KILL THE FAMILY, LOOK AT HOW THOSE FAMILY PEOPLE TREATED US, ANNIHILATE MEANS TO KILL STOP EVERYONE FROM LIVING IN THEIR TRACK OR TO PUT AN END TO WHAT OR WHO IS LIVING, OTHERWISE TO DESTROY INTENTIONALLY.

Things have not been good for me at all because they so called parents who taken me in their family, they did not really want to be bothered with me in the first place, it has always been that way from the start and they made life a living hell for me, they did destroy me from the start and I did not have no kind of future in this family, look how everybody else is living, they can buy new things and I can bearly by second hand clothen, because I been forced to live without an income, and Illinois State Dept Of Human Service will not help me at all, I did try that it did not help.

I am an unwanted child with ALBINISM AND I WAS TARGETED BY A FAMILY FULL OF HATEFUL PEOPLE WHO TOOK ME TO THEIR FAMILY FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN AND THEY THREW ME AWAY LIKE TRASH, THE PEOPLE ON CARMELLA SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY DO NOT TAKE THE TIME WITH ME AND PEOPLE ON NELSON SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY NEVER TOOK THE TIME WITH ME EITHER AND A WOMEN I BONDED WITH, LOVED AND TRUSTED, SHE DO NOT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, SHE DO NOT TALK TO ME, SHE TELLS EVERYBODY IF I CALL HER AND SHE SEE MY NAME ANDTELEPHONE NUMBER ON HER CALLER ID SHE SAID SHE WILL NOT ANSWER HER TELEPHONE, THEN WHY DID SHE TAKE ME HOME THAT WAS NOT FAIR TO ME.

 

 

I DON’T APPRECIATE THEM PEOPLE ROBBING ME OF MY DIGNITY

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - Copy

I paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan $900.00 dollars to move to 8921 N 91st street Unit B in Milwaukee WI and I paid the people $600.00 every month to be in that unit I paid them our money and I gave it to them people and I was not a day late and I was not a dollar short and I did not give them no kind of excuses, even when I did not get no hot water from them during the time from July 2000 to Mid November 2000 and I still paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan the money for the Rent and I did not complaint against them I did not do that and all the people did was treat me and my children like trash and some people did throw bloody chicken bones under my door and windows and I was still paying them the rent money and the gas furnace did needed fixed and tuned up, that did not get fixed when my children and I was there and on April 13, 2001 my front door locks got jammed on me and I did not do that to myself, and that was not right for Belivia to aske me will I wear a Willie name tattooed on my RIGHT LEG , I DON’T WEAR NO DAMN TATTOO, DON’T ROB ME AND MY CHILDREN OF OUR DIGNITY, THAT IS VERY AND DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL, DON’T CHEAT ME AND MY BABIES OUT OUR OUR LIFE LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE BECAUSE I GOTTEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG DAMN FAMILY  FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, DON’T PICK ON ME BECAUSE I AM AN UNWANTED ALBINO CHILD AND THIS IS NOT MY FAMILY NO WAY.  October 2001, I moved out of the 8921 N 91st Street Unit B Milwaukee, WI and after I moved out the unit I did clean the unit before I left and LESS THAN ONE FULL MONTH SUDDENLY THEY STARTED TO PUT CITATIONS ON ME WITH A VEHICLE A 1985 TAN CHEVY I NEVER DID DRIVE AT ALL, AND THE POLICE CAME TO MY APARTMENT LOOKING FOR ME IN THE SUMMER OF 2003, I DID NOT DRIVE THAT VAN AT ALL BECAUSE THAT’S A LIE AND THAT WAS NOT FAIR AT ALL. I AM NOT NO DUMB ASS.  I DON’T APPRECIATE THAT AT ALL.

I will never forget how those kind of family did treat me and my children, I was still in school in 1971 When I was a 15 year old child Clara Pumphrey asked me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look like you, they just wanted to take my baby away from me, and kill my baby ESPECIALLY IF MY BABY WAS BORN WITH ALBINISM and some of the people in the family said they don’t have albinism in the family and them people have been very hostily cruel to me for as long as I lived in this family since I been taken to this family and I really do hate that they taken me to this family. them people are very sneaky towards me. they always been like that towards me all the time, I’m not dumb and I’m not stupid.

A woman who never did wanted me taken me home to a complete hell hole. She didn’t have no love for me at all. If somebody keeps asking you about a ‘Life Insurance Policy’, what do you think? They are getting at and they keep asking you that question. Do you got any life insurance, but they did asked me that question and the person who always asked you that question and this is a person who always had a serious conflict or personal vendetta against you and you do know that you didn’t do nothing to that person. You had a lot of trouble with the family members and they never even liked you at all and when I had my children also, the same person did asked if I had a life insurance policy for my children too. And years later one of my children. My son mysteriously gotten away from a nursing home, they did place him in Warren Park for only 65 days in 2008, and he was so badly abused and criminally manhandled, they nearly killed him for nothing he did not even do, he was not eating or drinking at all. His life was in danger he was on a life support machine and he was in diapers just like a baby. My son could not eat, he could not talk and he could not even walk and he could not even write his own name and I really wonder do anybody have a guardianship over me right behind my back? and the person won’t tell me, and they will not tell me why. The family people are treating me and my kids like we are animals and I really do want to know do anybody have a guardianship on my children behind my back, they are doing that on purpose and it is very wrong and deliberately, and somebody did marry me off behind my back just to get the money they are very wrong for doing me like that and then they all did laugh at me. and they did that to my children too. they are all very wrong for that. Every time I tried to move on with my own life and move forward, something suddenly do go very wrong with everything that I did try to do for myself and the family people did treat me like an outcast and an outsider and those family people are extremely hostile and they are really very cruel and are very hostile towards me and my children. Child welfare and child protection showed up at my door from 1990,1997,and in between through 2002, child welfare people came to my door in Chicago Il and Milwaukee,WI in 2002 my kids were age 17 turning 18 that year and my other son age 18 going on age 19 the same year the social workers came to my door and In 2000,I lost our Illinois Home Based Assistant Checks, right after I move from Illinois to Milwaukee, Wisconsin, the summer of 2000. In September 2002 I started to work at The Industries For The Blind, but on September 27,2002 the same day I gotten my first pay check I did work for suddenly Sept 27, 2002 on the same day I got my pay check somebody did ring my door bell 13 damn time I know what I heard, and something told me you better be very careful because several family people have been always criminal with me from the very beginning and right from the start and they always did do me that way, they are very wrong for doing all those punitive criminal acts and all those really nasty and really cruel and very hateful bias hate crimes to me for the things I did not to none of those family people and NO I DID NOT DO NOTHING AT ALL TO THOSE PEOPLE, THE FACT IS I WASN’T WANTED IN THE FAMILY, AND I DO KNOW THAT AND SOME DOCTORS DID GET IN MY FACE AND TOLD ME I HAD A DAMN HEART ATTACK, BECAUSE OF ALL THE HATE AND BIAS CRIMES DONE TO ME FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND NOW EVEN DECADES AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE WILL NOT EVEN BOTHER TO LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE NOT AT ALL AND THEY DO NOT EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME WHY, NO THEY DON’T TELL ME WHY EITHER, NOT ONE PERSON EVEN BOTHERED TO TELL ME WHY. I was only at The Industries For The Blind Only 65 days, they did let me go, Nelson Barber’s Mother Rose died January 1,1981 and 2008 my son Alexander was at Warren Park Nursing home only 65 days and he mysteriously gotten away from there, and when I moved from Milwaukee Wisconsin a in the summer of 2003 a different former landlord, did tell me the city of Milwaukee Police did come to her door at 3306 looking for me.

I am very angry because I been taken to a family by people who denied me at birth and they never had no kind of love for me, I got hurt by the set up on me from thes start and because Carmella Barber mother in law Rose who is Nelson’s mother thought she was an Albino and the people in the family never liked me, they always picked on me and for several years and decades the family people always called me racist derogatory names, they did hurt me that way, they spied on me for several years and they did invade my very own personal privacy and they did tell me to dye my hair black and I was forced to dye my hair brown and wear brown wigs for several and I was really made to be ashamed of myself, really feel sorry for myself and I was really feeling guilt ridden for things I was not responsible for and not at fault and they really put a life time sentence of vigilante style punishment on me and they did not even bother to tell me why. I REALLY WONDER DID THOSE PEOPLE BRING ME IN THIS FAMILY JUST TO COMMIT GENOCIDE MEANING TO KILL THE FAMILY, LOOK AT HOW THOSE FAMILY PEOPLE TREATED US, ANNIHILATE MEANS TO KILL STOP EVERYONE FROM LIVING IN THEIR TRACK OR TO PUT AN END TO WHAT OR WHO IS LIVING, OTHERWISE TO DESTROY INTENTIONALLY.

Things have not been good for me at all because they so called parents who taken me in their family, they did not really want to be bothered with me in the first place, it has always been that way from the start and they made life a living hell for me, they did destroy me from the start and I did not have no kind of future in this family, look how everybody else is living, they can buy new things and I can bearly by second hand clothen, because I been forced to live without an income, and Illinois State Dept Of Human Service will not help me at all, I did try that it did not help.

I am an unwanted child with ALBINISM AND I WAS TARGETED BY A FAMILY FULL OF HATEFUL PEOPLE WHO TOOK ME TO THEIR FAMILY FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN AND THEY THREW ME AWAY LIKE TRASH, THE PEOPLE ON CARMELLA SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY DO NOT TAKE THE TIME WITH ME AND PEOPLE ON NELSON SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY NEVER TOOK THE TIME WITH ME EITHER AND A WOMEN I BONDED WITH, LOVED AND TRUSTED, SHE DO NOT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, SHE DO NOT TALK TO ME, SHE TELLS EVERYBODY IF I CALL HER AND SHE SEE MY NAME ANDTELEPHONE NUMBER ON HER CALLER ID SHE SAID SHE WILL NOT ANSWER HER TELEPHONE, THEN WHY DID SHE TAKE ME HOME THAT WAS NOT FAIR TO ME.