I WAS ALWAYS AN UNWANTED CHILD FROM THE START I KNOW ABOUT CHILD ABUSE

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myself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyThe so-called family people been watching me for several decades, they took criminal advantages of me when I was working at the this job in 1979 Diane Barber Ross did ask me to let her file my income tax for me and I did give her my social security number because I though I could trust he and she did file that for me I am tellng the truth I did not forget that and only a few years later for some strange reason some black females co-workers suddenly wanted to pick a fight with me and to kick my ass I heard that and some were harassing me on this job this happened in 1981 and this job did require a social security number and also this happened on a few other jobs too, look at what did happen when I was at a little job in Milwaukee, Wisconsin at the Industries somebody started harassing me there on that paid job because that job required a social security number as well, and Diane Barber Ross used to ask me to babysit her children and I did babysit for her and the pay was not much and when the so-called parents put me out of the home and out of doors I was forced to live with Carmella E Barber’s mother Carmella McCoy and when I was over there on the North side of Chicago Diane used to call me to babysit for her and her husband and they came to pick me up I did not hurt Diane’s kids and I did keep her children safe but there were South side people who could have watch her girls and Diane stayed over her mother and father up stairs and why she did not let Patricia keep her children? so this family always took criminal advantages of me because I was not nothing to them so-called family people at all, and several years later Tammy Ross Whitterspoon made like she was going to help me to obtain a good paid job and she also did tell me that she will look at my resume but she lied to me when she told me to send her a copy of my RESUME AND I DID SENT TAMMY A COPY OF IT SHE NEVER DID GET BACK TO ME. THESE PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY DON’T WANT ME TO HAVE MY OWN PERSONAL MONEY THE SO-CALLED RACIST BLACK SO-CALLED FAMILY HAVE BEEN BLOCKING ME FOR DECADES BECAUSE I WAS AN UNWANTED CHILD WITH ALBINISM MAYBE THEY ARE NOT MY BIOLOGICAL FAMILY PEOPLE THEY NEVER DID TREAT ME LIKE THAT. SOME OF THE PEOPLE IN Carmella E Barber and Nelson R Barber did tell me they do not have people in the family with Albinism the people should not have taken me to their family the people should have let me alone and left me and I really do wish they did that.
Carmella E Barber did tell me if I move and relocate to another city and another state she did tell me that I will get the same thing in another city and another state so I might as well stay right here in Chicago, Illinois she still never did tell me why she got a personal vendetta against me. she is very wrong, the whole family is very wrong the so-called parents are wrong for taking me to this family the do got something against me with Albinism they slandered me and they people should have let me alone the way they were supposed to leave me the hell alone.
What am I supposed to do just put up and shut up for unprovoked vigilante bias crimes done to me for nothing and the did man handle my children too, they nearly killed one of my children and I had to flee far too many addresses amd I didn’t bother nobody and I did mind my very own business. and I made the big mistake of telling the mother I was may relocate she did tell me if I move somewhere else.I will just get the same thing and I might as well stay here in Chicago IL
The people won’t let me alone and I am not even bothering them at all. they did destroy I always had trouble getting paid jobs they always stood in my way and when I wanted to work when I was a teenager the mother did not back me up at all.I got excuses instead, I got stuck with babysitting and house work. this went on against me for decades and now I am the only person in the family with out any income but everybody got income. no I can not just get over it because was very criminal from the beginning. it is wrong and where I’m at I can’t get a medicaid card and I don’t have any income I am telling the truth.

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Child Abuse That Never Did Stop At All

ImageWhen I said HELP! I AM AN UNWANTED CHILD WITH ALBINISM I TOLD THE TRUTH I AM NOT LYING ABOUT THIS, EVERYBODY ELSE IN THIS SO-CALLED FAMILY NEVER HAD NO KIND OF TROUBLE GETTING THEIR INCOME, when Tyrone Barber applied for SSI he got his stipend letter and his back pay and he worked for several years and I DO NOT NEED NO SO-CALLED GUAARDIAN I AM NOT RETARDED AND I AM NOT LACKING IN INTELLIGANCE, I DID GET TAKEN TO THE WRONG SO-CALLED FAMILY, THEN WHY DO PEOPLE GIVE ME A REALLY HARD TIME GETTING HELP WITH MY OWN PERSONAL INCOME? I am severely disabled and why I can not get a stipend letter and my back pay I am disabled that is not fair to me, everybody else do get their stipend letter and they do get their back paid, why do I get treated different I am just asking, I got a right to ask nobody want to help people don’t listen to me here at all, and I DO NOT HAVE NO DELUSIONAL DISORDER, WHY DO EVERYBODY GET THEIRS.
OCTOBER 10-2013
I really don’t understand this so-called family black people who dragged me in this family I don’t like the way they treated me, I have Albinism an inherited genetic condition by birth, after several years of being horrendously tortured by several so-called family members and the unjustified abuses and hatred against me, they are very superstitious black family who do got something against me who have Albinism, after several years unfair and unprovoked abuses and they called me all kinds of racist derogatory names and they did all kinds of criminal horrific things to me and they broke my heart some doctors got in my face and told me that I HAD A HEART ATTACK AND I DID NOT DESERVE NOT ONE DAMN CRIMINAL INCIDENT AND THEY USED ME FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN, AND SOME OF THE PEOPLE ON THE SO-CALLED MOTHER CARMELLA E BARBER SIDE SOME OF HER PEOPLE TOLD ME THEY DON’T HAVE PEOPLE IN THEIR FAMILY WITH ALBINISM AND THAT IT JUST HAPPENS THAT IS A LIE, ALBINISM IS INHERITED BY BIRTH, I DON’T APPRECIATE THE CRIMINAL PUNISHMENT THIS SO-CALLED DONE TO ME AND MY CHILDREN, THEY DID MAKE ME AND MY CHILDREN’S LIFE A PURE LIVING HELL. I AM NOT A WITCH DON’T CALL ME NO DAMN WITCH AND MY CHILDREN MY SONS ARE NOT NO WARLOCK DON’T CALL MY TWO SONS NO GOT DAMN WARLOCK THAT IS REALLY CRIMINAL THEY ARE NOT BETTER THAN ME AND THEY ARE NOT BETTER THAN MY TWO SONS WHO ARE THEM PEOPLE TO JUDGE ME AND WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE TO JUDGE MY TWO SONS, WE ARE BETTER THAN THEY ARE. WE ARE NOT WITCHES, WARLOCKS AND CRIMINALS AND WE DON’T STEAL FROM OTHER PEOPLE.
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This Family People Do Got Something Against Me With Albinism

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyLook what happened to me I got taken home by people who got something against people with albinism I know because I have albinism, the albinism that we have is an inherit genetic condition by birth. Some of those family people told me that albinism just happen that is a lie, because it don’t happen that way. All the years I was in this family the people never did treat me like I am a family no they do not, I have a real serious problem with that because of all the horrible abuses the people did put me through for several years and for that length of time and nobody never did tell me why and I never did fit in their family and I had to leave them people alone for my safety. The people don’t like me they never did like me no they did not. They don’t treat me like I am a biological family member the people dehumanized me decades ago and they hate both my children they do not like my kids, they always gossiped about me and my kids.

I WAS ALWAYS FORCED TO DYE MY HAIR BROWN OR WEAR A BROWN WIG

ImageImageI grew up in the home, and I was always afraid that somebody in the home was going to go completely off and really hurt me seriously bad and I was already attacked several times before and nobody did not bother to explain and nobody never did tell me why, On my high school picture that is not my hair color, and Look at my hair, that brown hair dye is not my hair color, my real color hair is blonde. I tried to fit in the family the best way that I could to fit the in this family, but the family was much too unkind to me and I did not have no support from other family members, and the derogatory racist name callings and the put downs never did stop.
Several years ago Carmella E Barber and Nelson R Barber did not want me for their child and Patricia Metcalf Barber, Clara N Pumphrey and others Sherman Pumphrey all are planning to kill me and my kids this is not my biological family no they are not, this family is still trying to take my kids away from me want to use me and to just get rid of me and my kids they took me home to torture me, make my life completely miserable and to get me to have kids and to see what my kids will turn out to look like, Carmella gave me brown hair wigs again in 2010 , she stopped talking to me in 2010. they only had used me for a scapegoat and they dragged me through the whole entire family.
some people in the family did tell me
Patricia Metcalf Barber is more sneakier than all of the
Barber kids, she is the sibling who really hates me. Will you all the Black family people leave me the hell alone and all you Black family people leave my Son Alexander the hell alone stop targeting and leave my son Vincent the hell alone it is the family I am not dumb and I am not stupid to take me to this family just to use me and my kids like this is pure criminal you all are wrong for doing me like that I will not trust you all no damn more.

I WAS FORCED TO FLEE MY HOME FOR NOTHING I DONE

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Spring 1994 I was in a first time home buyers program and October 31-1994 I closed on a home located at 2144 N 40th street Milwaukee WI 53208, January 1995 my garage was marked up and June it was broken into June 1995 and July 28-1995 the garage was sat on fire I called 911 and November 8-1995 a car was set on fire by the garage, made it on fire again and SOME BODY SAT A BOMB ON MY CAR GARAGE. January 19-1996, the day before Clara’s birthday A BOMB WAS REMOVED FROM MY ROOF AND EVERY BODY HAD TO EVACUATE FROM THE AREA I did mind my own business there too and I did not bother anyone there. I taken out a 30 year mortgage on this home I lived there only just ! year and 10 months and I couldn’t take the abusive stress anymore and my family is disabled and they don’t need any of that kind of abuse.
I know I did not deserve that kind of CRIMINAL ABUSE, AND IT WAS REALLY AN UNPROVOKED ATTACK ON ME FOR NOTHING I DID NOT DO, THE FACT I WAS NOT WANTED IN THIS FAMILY.

In The USA We Don’t Go Around Picking On People Because They Have Albinism

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyI really do wonder what make grown adult who do not like a certain baby, and other children they really don’t like and really do hate. What is it about the child that tick them off? Why do they take the child home in the first place and do horrible hateful cowardly acts to innocent children behind their back for several years that turn into now decades later? And they attack their children too, because that kind of S*** DON’T SUDDENLY STOP AND IT IS NOT HOW LONG AGO IT WAS, BECAUSE THE STATUTE OF LIMITATIONS ONLY PROTECT THE PERPRETRATOR, NOT THE VICTIMS. The abuses that happened to me and my kids, it is certainly not a random act and it is certainly not no coincident! No it is not like that. We don’t go around in this United States of America and pick on people because they have ALBINISM THAT IS PURELY IGNORANT AND DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL, ANYBODY DO THAT IS A RACIST, IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT GROUP YOU ARE IN IT IS WRONG.

I DON’T APPRECIATE THEM PEOPLE ROBBING ME OF MY DIGNITY MY WORST NIGHTMARE I SUFFERED FOR DECADES GROWING UP, I AM AT A LOST

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The worst night mares that I had in my life was being sabotaged by family members starting from the parents who denied me since the day I was born and I gotten hurt by a number of surprised, extreme hatred and too much fright and the villainous and bias hate crimes that was done to me for several years to the point to where the so called mother and father deliberately brain washed me and they both misled me from the very start and the mother, they pulled me out of school from my kindergarten class and I was shift off to 949 W Huron and I found myself on my need all bend over while a male was on me behind me and that was very inappropriate touching and that happened in the grandmother’s home and this happened when I was taken out of my kindergarten class room and I never got to complete kindergarten at all. and I was kept out of school until I returned back to school at age 7.5 years old and I had to start all over again and I was nearly 3 years behind in grade school and I got picked on and bullied in grade school and high school they set me up for nothing I did not even do to none of them people at all. I was taken to where people did drink and gotten drunk and leaving kids behind that was very wrong and very dangerous because I was taken to where I was used by the adults all my whole entire life and they made me a family,and a people scapegoat too. They controlled my life, and they RESTRICTED MY PERSONAL FREEDOM AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE DID FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE I MOVED TO RIGHT BEHIND MY BACK FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND NOW TO THE PRESENT DECADES AND YES I’M TALKING THIS YEAR 2013 AND I DON’T HAVE ANY MONEY TO RETIRE ON. I was hurt by the offense and several life threatening situations and the gossip and the ambush, and entrapment that was not nice the way they treated me like an outcast and an outsider. ALL THE PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE WITH ALBINISM. THE PEOPLE IN THIS DAMN FAMILY DO GOT SOMETHING AGAINST PEOPLE WITH ALBINISM, PLEASE PEOPLE DO BE AWARE OF THIS, THAT IS VERY DANGEROUS AND IT IS VERY CRIMINAL AND VERY WRONG TO TREAT ANY PEOPLE LIKE THAT.

 I was born in a seriously dysfunctional family where some people with problems that need to be addressed and corrected even before I was born; this problem have gotten me into a world of trouble with some of them people and also I have been having problems from my grandmother’s former husband, John McCoy’s grandchildren from the McCoy family and his grandson Ralph James, his aunts are Rochelle Saymore and Lauraine Gordan, these people are not related to us by blood at all. I was a young adult age 20 when my grandmother told me about an incident at the time I was only just a 5 year old baby girl; my grandmother Carmella McCoy was babysitting me for my parents. Barbara McCoy James had several young babies of her own, including Ralph James, both women left the home there was only just babies neglected and left behind and there was no adult supervision of the babies and there was no one there at all. I was the oldest at that time, I didn’t know anything about it. there was a new born baby boy about a month old named Markham James, The McCoy people keep blaming me for all of the adult responsibiities. the child was jumped all over and as a result the child died.

 everybody said why didn’t Charlene stop everybody from jumping all over him at that time. They are still rentlessly angry at me for this. Those two women left the home to get a drink they were gone for long hours. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I at all, It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I. It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone

 <Criminal things are more likely to be more intentional because it is planned by steps. What happened to me was not no coincident no it was not

There were some criminal things that Carmella McCoy she did some criminal erroneous things like leaving all children in their home unattended, but one parent was nabbed, but Carmella McCoy was not caught and things could have been much worse for me so everybody all got together and went behind my back and they did torture for several years and decades for deeds the adults were responsible for like watching over  us when we were babies, and I was only a 5 year old baby girl at time I was the oldest of all the babies in the home at 949 West Huron Street, but the 2 women left the home to get drinks alcohol and boos, they were gone for long hours,  I paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan $900.00 dollars to move to 8921 N 91st street Unit B in Milwaukee WI and I paid the people $600.00 every month to be in that unit I paid them our money and I gave it to them people and I was not a day late and I was not a dollar short and I did not give them no kind of excuses, even when I did not get no hot water from them during the time from July 2000 to Mid November 2000 and I still paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan the money for the Rent and I did not complaint against them I did not do that and all the people did was treat me and my children like trash and some people did throw bloody chicken bones under my door and windows and I was still paying them the rent money and the gas furnace did needed fixed and tuned up, that did not get fixed when my children and I was there and on April 13, 2001 my front door locks got jammed on me and I did not do that to myself, and that was not right for Belivia to aske me will I wear a Willie name tattooed on my RIGHT LEG , I DON’T WEAR NO DAMN TATTOO, DON’T ROB ME AND MY CHILDREN OF OUR DIGNITY, THAT IS VERY AND DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL, DON’T CHEAT ME AND MY BABIES OUT OUR OUR LIFE LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE BECAUSE I GOTTEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG DAMN FAMILY  FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, DON’T PICK ON ME BECAUSE I AM AN UNWANTED ALBINO CHILD AND THIS IS NOT MY FAMILY NO WAY.  October 2001, I moved out of the 8921 N 91st Street Unit B Milwaukee, WI and after I moved out the unit I did clean the unit before I left and LESS THAN ONE FULL MONTH SUDDENLY THEY STARTED TO PUT CITATIONS ON ME WITH A VEHICLE A 1985 TAN CHEVY I NEVER DID DRIVE AT ALL, AND THE POLICE CAME TO MY APARTMENT LOOKING FOR ME IN THE SUMMER OF 2003, I DID NOT DRIVE THAT VAN AT ALL BECAUSE THAT’S A LIE AND THAT WAS NOT FAIR AT ALL. I AM NOT NO DUMB ASS.  I DON’T APPRECIATE THAT AT ALL.

I will never forget how those kind of family did treat me and my children, I was still in school in 1971 When I was a 15 year old child Clara Pumphrey asked me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look like you, they just wanted to take my baby away from me, and kill my baby ESPECIALLY IF MY BABY WAS BORN WITH  ALBINISM and some of the people in the family said they don’t have albinism in the family and them people have been very hostily cruel to me for as long as I lived in this family since  I been taken to this family and I really do hate that they taken me to this family. them people are very sneaky towards me. they always been like that towards me all the time, I’m not dumb and I’m not stupid.

A woman who never did wanted me taken me home to a complete hell hole. She didn’t have no love for me at all. If somebody keeps asking you about a ‘Life Insurance Policy’, what do you think? They are getting at and they keep asking you that question. Do you got any life insurance, but they did asked me that question and the person who always asked you that question and this is a person who always had a serious conflict or personal vendetta against you and you do know that you didn’t do nothing to that person. You had a lot of trouble with the family members and they never even liked you at all and when I had my children also, the same person did asked if I had a life insurance policy for my children too. And years later one of my children. My son mysteriously gotten away from a nursing home, they did place him in Warren Park for only 65 days in 2008, and he was so badly abused and criminally manhandled, they nearly killed him for nothing he did not even do,  he was not eating or drinking at all. His life was in danger he was on a life support machine and he was in diapers just like a baby. My son could not eat, he could not talk and he could not even walk and he could not even write his own name and I really wonder do anybody have a guardianship over me right behind my back? and the person won’t tell me, and they will not tell me why. The family people are treating me and my kids like we are animals and I really do want to know do anybody have a guardianship on my children behind my back, they are doing that on purpose and it is very wrong and deliberately, and somebody did marry me off behind my back just to get the money they are very wrong for doing me like that and then they all did laugh at me. and they did that to my children too. they are all very wrong for that. Every time I tried to move on with my own life and move forward, something suddenly do go very wrong with everything that I did try to do for myself and the family people did treat me like an outcast and an outsider and those family people are extremely hostile and they are really very cruel and are very hostile towards me and my children. Child welfare and child protection showed up at my door from 1990,1997,and in between through 2002, child welfare people came to my door in Chicago Il and Milwaukee,WI in 2002 my kids were age 17 turning 18 that year and my other son age 18 going on age 19 the same year the social workers came to my door and In 2000,I lost our Illinois Home Based Assistant Checks, right after I move from Illinois to Milwaukee, Wisconsin, the summer of 2000.  In September 2002 I started to work at The Industries For The Blind,  but on September 27,2002 the same day I gotten my first pay check I did work for suddenly Sept 27, 2002 on the same day I got my pay check somebody did ring my door bell 13 damn time I know what I heard, and something told me you better be very careful because several family people have been always criminal with me from the very beginning and right from the start and they always did do me that way, they are very wrong for doing all those punitive criminal acts and all those really nasty and really cruel and very hateful bias hate crimes to me for the things I did not to none of those family people and NO I DID NOT DO NOTHING AT ALL TO THOSE PEOPLE,  THE FACT IS I WASN’T WANTED IN THE FAMILY, AND I DO KNOW THAT AND SOME DOCTORS DID GET IN MY FACE AND TOLD ME I HAD A DAMN HEART ATTACK, BECAUSE OF ALL THE HATE AND BIAS CRIMES DONE TO ME FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND NOW EVEN DECADES AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE WILL NOT EVEN BOTHER TO LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE NOT AT ALL AND THEY DO NOT EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME WHY, NO THEY DON’T TELL ME WHY EITHER, NOT ONE PERSON EVEN BOTHERED TO TELL ME WHY. I was only at The Industries For The Blind Only 65 days, they did let me go, Nelson Barber’s Mother Rose died January 1,1981 and 2008 my son Alexander was at Warren Park Nursing home only 65 days and he mysteriously gotten away from there, and when I moved from Milwaukee Wisconsin a in the summer of 2003 a different former landlord, did tell me the city of Milwaukee Police did come to her door at 3306 looking for me.

I am very angry because I been taken to a family by people who denied me at birth and they never had no kind of love for me, I got hurt by the set up on me from thes start and because Carmella Barber mother in law Rose who is Nelson’s mother thought she was an Albino and the people in the family never liked me, they always picked on me and for several years and decades the family people always called me racist derogatory names, they did hurt me that way, they spied on me for several years and they did invade my very own personal privacy and they did tell me to dye my hair black and I was forced to dye my hair brown and wear brown wigs for several and I was really made to be ashamed of myself, really feel sorry for myself and I was really feeling guilt ridden for things I was not responsible for and not at fault and they really put a life time sentence of vigilante style punishment on me and they did not even bother to tell me why. I REALLY WONDER DID THOSE PEOPLE BRING ME IN THIS FAMILY JUST TO COMMIT GENOCIDE MEANING TO KILL THE FAMILY, LOOK AT HOW THOSE FAMILY PEOPLE TREATED US, ANNIHILATE MEANS TO KILL STOP EVERYONE FROM LIVING IN THEIR TRACK OR TO PUT AN END TO WHAT OR WHO IS LIVING, OTHERWISE TO DESTROY INTENTIONALLY.

Things have not been good for me at all because they so called parents who taken me in their family, they did not really want to be bothered with me in the first place, it has always been that way from the start and they made life a living hell for me, they did destroy me from the start and I did not have no kind of future in this family, look how everybody else is living, they can buy new things and I can bearly by second hand clothen, because I been forced to live without an income, and Illinois State Dept Of Human Service will not help me at all, I did try that it did not help.

I am an unwanted child with ALBINISM AND I WAS TARGETED BY A FAMILY FULL OF HATEFUL PEOPLE WHO TOOK ME TO THEIR FAMILY FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN AND THEY THREW ME AWAY LIKE TRASH, THE PEOPLE ON CARMELLA SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY DO NOT TAKE THE TIME WITH ME AND PEOPLE ON NELSON SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY NEVER TOOK THE TIME WITH ME EITHER AND A WOMEN I BONDED WITH, LOVED AND TRUSTED, SHE DO NOT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, SHE DO NOT TALK TO ME, SHE TELLS EVERYBODY IF I CALL HER AND SHE SEE MY NAME ANDTELEPHONE NUMBER ON HER CALLER ID SHE SAID SHE WILL NOT ANSWER HER TELEPHONE, THEN WHY DID SHE TAKE ME HOME THAT WAS NOT FAIR TO ME.