I WAS ALWAYS FORCED TO DYE MY HAIR BROWN OR WEAR A BROWN WIG

ImageImageI grew up in the home, and I was always afraid that somebody in the home was going to go completely off and really hurt me seriously bad and I was already attacked several times before and nobody did not bother to explain and nobody never did tell me why, On my high school picture that is not my hair color, and Look at my hair, that brown hair dye is not my hair color, my real color hair is blonde. I tried to fit in the family the best way that I could to fit the in this family, but the family was much too unkind to me and I did not have no support from other family members, and the derogatory racist name callings and the put downs never did stop.
Several years ago Carmella E Barber and Nelson R Barber did not want me for their child and Patricia Metcalf Barber, Clara N Pumphrey and others Sherman Pumphrey all are planning to kill me and my kids this is not my biological family no they are not, this family is still trying to take my kids away from me want to use me and to just get rid of me and my kids they took me home to torture me, make my life completely miserable and to get me to have kids and to see what my kids will turn out to look like, Carmella gave me brown hair wigs again in 2010 , she stopped talking to me in 2010. they only had used me for a scapegoat and they dragged me through the whole entire family.
some people in the family did tell me
Patricia Metcalf Barber is more sneakier than all of the
Barber kids, she is the sibling who really hates me. Will you all the Black family people leave me the hell alone and all you Black family people leave my Son Alexander the hell alone stop targeting and leave my son Vincent the hell alone it is the family I am not dumb and I am not stupid to take me to this family just to use me and my kids like this is pure criminal you all are wrong for doing me like that I will not trust you all no damn more.

I AM GOD’S CHILD TOO BUT NOBODY TOLD ME WHY A SECRET

myself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - Copy Secret it means to keep private, and unexplained without public notice, for example it is a hush-hush, don’t tell her or him and do not ever mention this to her or him at all and to isolate the victim and to keep secluded from everyone else and to remain behind closed doors, and to avoid talking to the victim, or explaining to the victim why the family behave the way the do to the victim, and to avoid discussing anything with the victim, the women who taken me home, she did deliberately isolated me from everyone else, I was teased and picked on by both the parents who had taken me home to the family, no human cannot handle wrong doing.
Life for me was very undesirable because the people who took me home where I didn’t belong, and things that has been unexplained, has happened to me repeatedly and for several years of criminal and violent abuses that I have really been put through was not no coincident, I have been suffering violent criminal abuses and all kinds of bias crimes done against me all because I am an unwanted child who have albinism and the whole entire family do have something against me and I have suffered for more than 50 years of family criminal abuses due to no fault of my own, and I gotten seriously hurt by the family secret and the statute of limitations as a result for being unwanted by this family of people who have taken me to the family, although I like all other children who did not ask to be born and I did not have any control over the matter or situation. The people on Carmella side of the family, they never took the time with me, and the people on Nelson side of the family, they never took the time with me either, and they both were very wrong for doing me like that, they are responsible for this, yes even today, and I have regreted most of my whole entire life really regretting that I was taken by the family people into this family where I was always unwanted by the family, and the set up from the start, although I was not to blame for the outcome of how I was treated by the family people I suffered several years of bias hate crimes, no love and caring support from the family members, they never had no kind of reguard for me at all, the family always had several ways of foughting for damn near everything known to man, and because the family do have a serious personal vendetta against me and Carmella was the beginner she is the one who took me home when she should have left me behind, and it is possible Nelson Reed Barber did not want her to take me home, she did any way and that kind of situation did cause a whole world of serious trouble with the people for nothing I did not even do to the people at all and I was born an innocent baby girl too and I did not have no control over me having albinism. My life was horrificly waisted this way, the grandparents on both sides of the family did neny me, the people on Carmell Barber side of the family they are the main ones who got something against people with albinism and according to Carmella, her siblings, her side of the family said their people do not have people with albinism in their family and one of her people, a male did tell me that albinism just happen, no it do not just happen, it is not just suddenly, it don’t just happen that way, accoding to medical experts and professional Albinism is an inherited genetic condition, and albinism is not a disease and that dose not give anyone no excuse to harm people who have a genetic condition like this, I am still a person and I want to be treated like a person because I am a person and I got feelings too just like the rest of you people, and my children are people too, they have feelings have feelings like everyone else do, my children and I deserve respect, and my children and I do not deserve no kind of criminal abuses by several and not kind of criminal hatred, especially without it being provoked and it was unprovoked from the very beginning of my life, I didn’t even know I was even in the world yet and that is where all the personal vendetta got started with the parents and I don’t have the answers to the problems I did not start in the beginning, I am not to blame for that either, I should not have been attacked by no kind of criminal bias hatred, I was only an innocent little girl, just like all the other little girl, and I was not deserving of no kind of hatred and abuses from the family, and nobody tell me why. because they didn’t want to tell me why, I gotten injured by this whole entire family people and they always hid behind it.

I REALLY WISH THE FAMILY PEOPLE HAVE LEFT ME BEHIND

myself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - Copy don’t appreciate Carmella E Barber and Nelson R Barber taking me to their family at all I really wish they did not do me like that I think they should have left me.
They should have let someone else have me, because I am God’s child and I am a person who got feelings, and if they had done the right thing and gave me a second chance of life with a family who may have had a possible future for me, I believe I may not have been bothered with no inside enemies, and other people who are stupid enough to help them, I am not dumb and I’m not stupid and I am certainly not crazy. they so called parents always did called me CRAZY, they always threatened to take me to a school counselor, a psychiatrist to find if I’m CRAZY OR NOT, they said it they find out I am CRAZY THEY WILL PUT ME IN A MENTAL INSTITUTION, AND AN AUDY HOME FOR BAD AND GIRLS, THAT WAS NOT FAIR TO ME AT ALL. Carmella and Nelson did not do their daughters and sons like they picked and they chosen me,
because both of the parents did not want me in their family from the beginning, THEN WHY DO THE ENTIRE FAMILY PEOPLE REALLY DO HATE MY GUTS PERSONALLY, AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE REALLY HATE MY SON Alexander and MY SON Vincent, I was told my name is on their house, I did not sign no papers, I did not see no documentation of that, because nobody did not show me nothing at all, I do not no the situation to that, If my name is on that house, I want my name off that house I don’t want nothing to do with the people at all and I want to really left alone altogether, I did not benefit being here in this family, I suffered in shame and I did suffer in silenced, and over 50 years of nightmares and BS.

I WONDER CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WHY THE WHOLE ENTIRE FAMILY REALLY HATE MY GUTS

family photos 001ImageMy whole life was and still is nothing but pure hell, and something is seriously wrong somewhere, my father is a white man, who I do not really know then why the hell did the people pick on me my whole entire life, they did attack me for several years for nothing I was not at fault for nothing I did not even do, then why did all those family people who took me to their family did not leave me behind and not leave me alone and not let someone else raise me as their own so that I can have a good and positive future like all other people, then why did everybody always called me: Albinos, white girl, white hunky, yellow gal, white B, dancing eyes, and yellow B, and while I was at Diane’s home August 2002, the mother she told me she wanted to show me pictures to show me how I got all messed up, I don’t know her people, I never met her folks, because the pictures of Carmella relatives, she said they are white people but their photos were taken in the 1800s and I was not around in the 1800s, I am a baby boomer, I was born in the 1950s, but why did everybody target me and my children for decades, my children and I are 2 generations of family people. but no one will not tell me the truth because they got far too much bias hatred against, they got something against me because of my color and I do look different from the rest of the family people, that don’t make no kind of sense at all, then she tells me when she told her friend about this, she told me her friend told her that her husband Nelson could have left you, she did tell me that statement out of her own mouth without me asking her that, she volunteered, and told me that statement, it was her own words. — feeling sad.

The People Man Handled My Son Criminally

myself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyWhen my son Alexander was laid up in the hospital nearly dead because of all the criminal acts the family people done to him, the people probed instrument into his bowels while he was in the hospital, My Son Alexander is not no damn animal he is a person he got feelings too like everybody else got, Alexander is not no object, while he was in Warren Park Nursing Home, he mysteriously gotten away from that nursing home, when he was at a hospital he was put on life support, He was not eating because he could not eat, his jaws and teeth were clenched, his eye was rolled back in his head, he could not talk, and he could not even walk, he was put on a life support system, my son was put in diapers just like a baby call me a liar if you want too, DON’T CALL ME CRAZY.