I REALLY HATE THE PEOPLE TOOK ME HOME I REALLY WISH THEY LEFT ME

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The people took me to the wrong family and they punished me over far too many decades of my life the Mr. Barber and Mrs. Barber really made me pay for deeds they did, deeds that they all are still responsible for and they did punish me over things I did not even know anything about, I REALLY DO NOT SEE WHAT SHE TOOK ME HOME FOR WHY DIDN’T THEY LEAVE ME BEHIND.?

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Family People Held Me Hostage They Control and Punished Me

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyTHEM BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE ARE HOLDING ME HOSTAGE FOR THEIR MISDEEDS I WAS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THEY ARE ALL VERY WRONG FOR DOING ME LIKE THAT
I don’t feel like Muff’s child because she already did know she didn’t want me for her child she should not haver taken taken me home all she did was taken me home to nothing but a criminal and a racist and dangeroust race hating setup and she deliberately picked on me my entire life she punished me for the deeds she did she put that Sh** on me and she did disabled me on purpose she brainwashed me too and she did call me an Albino and other racist name callings too, she tortured me right behind my back this is NOT MY REAL MOTHNER SHE GOT A SERIOUS PERSONAL AND A REAL HATEFUL VENDETTA AGAINST ME FROM THE VERYS START OF MY LIFE SHE WILL NOT LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE AND HER PEOPLE TORTURED ME TOO RIGHT BEHIND MY BACK AND THEY NEARLY KILLED ONE OF MY SONS, I AM NOT CRAZY THE SO-CALLED BLACK FAMILY ALWAYS CALLED ME CRAZY AND THEY GOT OUTSIDE PEOPLE LIKE THEMSELVES HELPING THEM TOO, IT IS NOT I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING, THE SO-CALLED FAMILY PEOPLE ARE ALL IN MY WAY AND I AM RIGHT MUFF SHOULD NOT HAVE TAKEN ME HOME I REALLY HATE AND I REALLY REGRET THAT SHE TOOK ME TO HER FAMILY, BECAUSE THEY ALL GOT SOMETHING AGAINST ALBINISM. THEY ARE VERY SUPERSTITIOUS BLACK PEOPLE AND THEY TREATED LIKE AN OUTCAST AND OUTSIDE AND ANOTHER WOMEN’S CHILD INSTEAD HER BIOLOGICAL CHILD THEN WHY THEY DID EVERYBODY PICK ON ME FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE, THEY DID PUT ALL KINDS OF HATEFUL NAME CALLING LABELS ON ME AND THEY DID DO A RACIST WITCH HUNT ON ME AND HER FAMILY PEOPLE CAME OUT OF NEWORLEANS LOUISIANA STATE, NO OFENSE BUT THAT IS THEIR ROOTS. THEY DO NOT TREAT ME LIKE A PART OF THEIR NO THEY DO NOT. LOOK AT ALL THE HARASSMENT, THE THIEVERY, THE DEROGATORY NAME CALLING AND THE THREAT THEY ALL DID TO ME AND LOOK AT HOW THE PEOPLE CONTROLLED MY PERSONAL LIFE, THEY DID GET IN MY WAY OF EVER WORKING A REAL DECENT PAID CAREER OF MY REAL CHOICE, THEY DID BREAK ME ON PURPOSE IT WAS REALLY DELIBERATE, AND I DON’T HAVE NOTHING TO EVER RETIRE ON, THEY SHATTERED MY DREAMS, I HAD TO FLEE SEVERAL LIVING ADDRESSES WHY EVERYBODY ELSE GOT SOMETHING TO LIVE BUT I DON’T, THE STATE WILL NOT GIVE ME A MEDICAL CARD, I AM NOT GOING TO APPLY FOR THE MEDICAL CARD NO MORE BECAUSE THE STATE WILL NOT GIVE ME THE CARD. A BABY BOOMER WOMEN WHO DID NOT HAVE A FUTURE BECAUSE OF THIS FAMILY PEOPLE. THAT IS BECAUSE THEY DID NOT WANT ME WITH ANYTHING NOT AT ALL.

I AM REALLY TIRED OF BEING VICTIMIZED

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyYes the abuses is still going on behind my back because the so-called mother do got a real serious personal vendetta against me from she did tell me in the 1950’s their former life insurance sales man used to come to their home to collect the life insurance policy premiums in that time of year, she told me he was a white man and when I was born her black husband, his mother who is her mother in law thought I was not her son’s baby she thought I was the white man’s baby, the so-called mother did tell me that her mother in law tried to have her killed because of me and I asked her who her mother in law was going to get to kill her she told me that her mother in law was going to have her son kill her, and today in 2013 this women who did take me to this family she did always blame me for the things she and her husband was really responsible for the so-called mother she sacrificed me and she did use me for a dehumanizing scapegoat. and some of her people did tell me that her black husband denied me from birth and some siblings did tell me that the man did deny me from the start and he turned his back on me and the whole entire family did turn all against me. Some one should have been protecting me several years ago while I was a small child trying to grow up, My life with this family was not in good hands. This family was not even safe for me to be taken to from the start and my children my 2 sons were not even safe with this family either and I are 2 generations of people.

I WONDER CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WHY THE WHOLE ENTIRE FAMILY REALLY HATE MY GUTS

family photos 001ImageMy whole life was and still is nothing but pure hell, and something is seriously wrong somewhere, my father is a white man, who I do not really know then why the hell did the people pick on me my whole entire life, they did attack me for several years for nothing I was not at fault for nothing I did not even do, then why did all those family people who took me to their family did not leave me behind and not leave me alone and not let someone else raise me as their own so that I can have a good and positive future like all other people, then why did everybody always called me: Albinos, white girl, white hunky, yellow gal, white B, dancing eyes, and yellow B, and while I was at Diane’s home August 2002, the mother she told me she wanted to show me pictures to show me how I got all messed up, I don’t know her people, I never met her folks, because the pictures of Carmella relatives, she said they are white people but their photos were taken in the 1800s and I was not around in the 1800s, I am a baby boomer, I was born in the 1950s, but why did everybody target me and my children for decades, my children and I are 2 generations of family people. but no one will not tell me the truth because they got far too much bias hatred against, they got something against me because of my color and I do look different from the rest of the family people, that don’t make no kind of sense at all, then she tells me when she told her friend about this, she told me her friend told her that her husband Nelson could have left you, she did tell me that statement out of her own mouth without me asking her that, she volunteered, and told me that statement, it was her own words. — feeling sad.

The People Man Handled My Son Criminally

myself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyWhen my son Alexander was laid up in the hospital nearly dead because of all the criminal acts the family people done to him, the people probed instrument into his bowels while he was in the hospital, My Son Alexander is not no damn animal he is a person he got feelings too like everybody else got, Alexander is not no object, while he was in Warren Park Nursing Home, he mysteriously gotten away from that nursing home, when he was at a hospital he was put on life support, He was not eating because he could not eat, his jaws and teeth were clenched, his eye was rolled back in his head, he could not talk, and he could not even walk, he was put on a life support system, my son was put in diapers just like a baby call me a liar if you want too, DON’T CALL ME CRAZY.

In The USA We Don’t Go Around Picking On People Because They Have Albinism

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyI really do wonder what make grown adult who do not like a certain baby, and other children they really don’t like and really do hate. What is it about the child that tick them off? Why do they take the child home in the first place and do horrible hateful cowardly acts to innocent children behind their back for several years that turn into now decades later? And they attack their children too, because that kind of S*** DON’T SUDDENLY STOP AND IT IS NOT HOW LONG AGO IT WAS, BECAUSE THE STATUTE OF LIMITATIONS ONLY PROTECT THE PERPRETRATOR, NOT THE VICTIMS. The abuses that happened to me and my kids, it is certainly not a random act and it is certainly not no coincident! No it is not like that. We don’t go around in this United States of America and pick on people because they have ALBINISM THAT IS PURELY IGNORANT AND DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL, ANYBODY DO THAT IS A RACIST, IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT GROUP YOU ARE IN IT IS WRONG.

I DON’T APPRECIATE THEM PEOPLE ROBBING ME OF MY DIGNITY MY WORST NIGHTMARE I SUFFERED FOR DECADES GROWING UP, I AM AT A LOST

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The worst night mares that I had in my life was being sabotaged by family members starting from the parents who denied me since the day I was born and I gotten hurt by a number of surprised, extreme hatred and too much fright and the villainous and bias hate crimes that was done to me for several years to the point to where the so called mother and father deliberately brain washed me and they both misled me from the very start and the mother, they pulled me out of school from my kindergarten class and I was shift off to 949 W Huron and I found myself on my need all bend over while a male was on me behind me and that was very inappropriate touching and that happened in the grandmother’s home and this happened when I was taken out of my kindergarten class room and I never got to complete kindergarten at all. and I was kept out of school until I returned back to school at age 7.5 years old and I had to start all over again and I was nearly 3 years behind in grade school and I got picked on and bullied in grade school and high school they set me up for nothing I did not even do to none of them people at all. I was taken to where people did drink and gotten drunk and leaving kids behind that was very wrong and very dangerous because I was taken to where I was used by the adults all my whole entire life and they made me a family,and a people scapegoat too. They controlled my life, and they RESTRICTED MY PERSONAL FREEDOM AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE DID FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE I MOVED TO RIGHT BEHIND MY BACK FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND NOW TO THE PRESENT DECADES AND YES I’M TALKING THIS YEAR 2013 AND I DON’T HAVE ANY MONEY TO RETIRE ON. I was hurt by the offense and several life threatening situations and the gossip and the ambush, and entrapment that was not nice the way they treated me like an outcast and an outsider. ALL THE PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE WITH ALBINISM. THE PEOPLE IN THIS DAMN FAMILY DO GOT SOMETHING AGAINST PEOPLE WITH ALBINISM, PLEASE PEOPLE DO BE AWARE OF THIS, THAT IS VERY DANGEROUS AND IT IS VERY CRIMINAL AND VERY WRONG TO TREAT ANY PEOPLE LIKE THAT.

 I was born in a seriously dysfunctional family where some people with problems that need to be addressed and corrected even before I was born; this problem have gotten me into a world of trouble with some of them people and also I have been having problems from my grandmother’s former husband, John McCoy’s grandchildren from the McCoy family and his grandson Ralph James, his aunts are Rochelle Saymore and Lauraine Gordan, these people are not related to us by blood at all. I was a young adult age 20 when my grandmother told me about an incident at the time I was only just a 5 year old baby girl; my grandmother Carmella McCoy was babysitting me for my parents. Barbara McCoy James had several young babies of her own, including Ralph James, both women left the home there was only just babies neglected and left behind and there was no adult supervision of the babies and there was no one there at all. I was the oldest at that time, I didn’t know anything about it. there was a new born baby boy about a month old named Markham James, The McCoy people keep blaming me for all of the adult responsibiities. the child was jumped all over and as a result the child died.

 everybody said why didn’t Charlene stop everybody from jumping all over him at that time. They are still rentlessly angry at me for this. Those two women left the home to get a drink they were gone for long hours. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I at all, It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I. It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone

 <Criminal things are more likely to be more intentional because it is planned by steps. What happened to me was not no coincident no it was not

There were some criminal things that Carmella McCoy she did some criminal erroneous things like leaving all children in their home unattended, but one parent was nabbed, but Carmella McCoy was not caught and things could have been much worse for me so everybody all got together and went behind my back and they did torture for several years and decades for deeds the adults were responsible for like watching over  us when we were babies, and I was only a 5 year old baby girl at time I was the oldest of all the babies in the home at 949 West Huron Street, but the 2 women left the home to get drinks alcohol and boos, they were gone for long hours,  I paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan $900.00 dollars to move to 8921 N 91st street Unit B in Milwaukee WI and I paid the people $600.00 every month to be in that unit I paid them our money and I gave it to them people and I was not a day late and I was not a dollar short and I did not give them no kind of excuses, even when I did not get no hot water from them during the time from July 2000 to Mid November 2000 and I still paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan the money for the Rent and I did not complaint against them I did not do that and all the people did was treat me and my children like trash and some people did throw bloody chicken bones under my door and windows and I was still paying them the rent money and the gas furnace did needed fixed and tuned up, that did not get fixed when my children and I was there and on April 13, 2001 my front door locks got jammed on me and I did not do that to myself, and that was not right for Belivia to aske me will I wear a Willie name tattooed on my RIGHT LEG , I DON’T WEAR NO DAMN TATTOO, DON’T ROB ME AND MY CHILDREN OF OUR DIGNITY, THAT IS VERY AND DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL, DON’T CHEAT ME AND MY BABIES OUT OUR OUR LIFE LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE BECAUSE I GOTTEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG DAMN FAMILY  FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, DON’T PICK ON ME BECAUSE I AM AN UNWANTED ALBINO CHILD AND THIS IS NOT MY FAMILY NO WAY.  October 2001, I moved out of the 8921 N 91st Street Unit B Milwaukee, WI and after I moved out the unit I did clean the unit before I left and LESS THAN ONE FULL MONTH SUDDENLY THEY STARTED TO PUT CITATIONS ON ME WITH A VEHICLE A 1985 TAN CHEVY I NEVER DID DRIVE AT ALL, AND THE POLICE CAME TO MY APARTMENT LOOKING FOR ME IN THE SUMMER OF 2003, I DID NOT DRIVE THAT VAN AT ALL BECAUSE THAT’S A LIE AND THAT WAS NOT FAIR AT ALL. I AM NOT NO DUMB ASS.  I DON’T APPRECIATE THAT AT ALL.

I will never forget how those kind of family did treat me and my children, I was still in school in 1971 When I was a 15 year old child Clara Pumphrey asked me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look like you, they just wanted to take my baby away from me, and kill my baby ESPECIALLY IF MY BABY WAS BORN WITH  ALBINISM and some of the people in the family said they don’t have albinism in the family and them people have been very hostily cruel to me for as long as I lived in this family since  I been taken to this family and I really do hate that they taken me to this family. them people are very sneaky towards me. they always been like that towards me all the time, I’m not dumb and I’m not stupid.

A woman who never did wanted me taken me home to a complete hell hole. She didn’t have no love for me at all. If somebody keeps asking you about a ‘Life Insurance Policy’, what do you think? They are getting at and they keep asking you that question. Do you got any life insurance, but they did asked me that question and the person who always asked you that question and this is a person who always had a serious conflict or personal vendetta against you and you do know that you didn’t do nothing to that person. You had a lot of trouble with the family members and they never even liked you at all and when I had my children also, the same person did asked if I had a life insurance policy for my children too. And years later one of my children. My son mysteriously gotten away from a nursing home, they did place him in Warren Park for only 65 days in 2008, and he was so badly abused and criminally manhandled, they nearly killed him for nothing he did not even do,  he was not eating or drinking at all. His life was in danger he was on a life support machine and he was in diapers just like a baby. My son could not eat, he could not talk and he could not even walk and he could not even write his own name and I really wonder do anybody have a guardianship over me right behind my back? and the person won’t tell me, and they will not tell me why. The family people are treating me and my kids like we are animals and I really do want to know do anybody have a guardianship on my children behind my back, they are doing that on purpose and it is very wrong and deliberately, and somebody did marry me off behind my back just to get the money they are very wrong for doing me like that and then they all did laugh at me. and they did that to my children too. they are all very wrong for that. Every time I tried to move on with my own life and move forward, something suddenly do go very wrong with everything that I did try to do for myself and the family people did treat me like an outcast and an outsider and those family people are extremely hostile and they are really very cruel and are very hostile towards me and my children. Child welfare and child protection showed up at my door from 1990,1997,and in between through 2002, child welfare people came to my door in Chicago Il and Milwaukee,WI in 2002 my kids were age 17 turning 18 that year and my other son age 18 going on age 19 the same year the social workers came to my door and In 2000,I lost our Illinois Home Based Assistant Checks, right after I move from Illinois to Milwaukee, Wisconsin, the summer of 2000.  In September 2002 I started to work at The Industries For The Blind,  but on September 27,2002 the same day I gotten my first pay check I did work for suddenly Sept 27, 2002 on the same day I got my pay check somebody did ring my door bell 13 damn time I know what I heard, and something told me you better be very careful because several family people have been always criminal with me from the very beginning and right from the start and they always did do me that way, they are very wrong for doing all those punitive criminal acts and all those really nasty and really cruel and very hateful bias hate crimes to me for the things I did not to none of those family people and NO I DID NOT DO NOTHING AT ALL TO THOSE PEOPLE,  THE FACT IS I WASN’T WANTED IN THE FAMILY, AND I DO KNOW THAT AND SOME DOCTORS DID GET IN MY FACE AND TOLD ME I HAD A DAMN HEART ATTACK, BECAUSE OF ALL THE HATE AND BIAS CRIMES DONE TO ME FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND NOW EVEN DECADES AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE WILL NOT EVEN BOTHER TO LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE NOT AT ALL AND THEY DO NOT EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME WHY, NO THEY DON’T TELL ME WHY EITHER, NOT ONE PERSON EVEN BOTHERED TO TELL ME WHY. I was only at The Industries For The Blind Only 65 days, they did let me go, Nelson Barber’s Mother Rose died January 1,1981 and 2008 my son Alexander was at Warren Park Nursing home only 65 days and he mysteriously gotten away from there, and when I moved from Milwaukee Wisconsin a in the summer of 2003 a different former landlord, did tell me the city of Milwaukee Police did come to her door at 3306 looking for me.

I am very angry because I been taken to a family by people who denied me at birth and they never had no kind of love for me, I got hurt by the set up on me from thes start and because Carmella Barber mother in law Rose who is Nelson’s mother thought she was an Albino and the people in the family never liked me, they always picked on me and for several years and decades the family people always called me racist derogatory names, they did hurt me that way, they spied on me for several years and they did invade my very own personal privacy and they did tell me to dye my hair black and I was forced to dye my hair brown and wear brown wigs for several and I was really made to be ashamed of myself, really feel sorry for myself and I was really feeling guilt ridden for things I was not responsible for and not at fault and they really put a life time sentence of vigilante style punishment on me and they did not even bother to tell me why. I REALLY WONDER DID THOSE PEOPLE BRING ME IN THIS FAMILY JUST TO COMMIT GENOCIDE MEANING TO KILL THE FAMILY, LOOK AT HOW THOSE FAMILY PEOPLE TREATED US, ANNIHILATE MEANS TO KILL STOP EVERYONE FROM LIVING IN THEIR TRACK OR TO PUT AN END TO WHAT OR WHO IS LIVING, OTHERWISE TO DESTROY INTENTIONALLY.

Things have not been good for me at all because they so called parents who taken me in their family, they did not really want to be bothered with me in the first place, it has always been that way from the start and they made life a living hell for me, they did destroy me from the start and I did not have no kind of future in this family, look how everybody else is living, they can buy new things and I can bearly by second hand clothen, because I been forced to live without an income, and Illinois State Dept Of Human Service will not help me at all, I did try that it did not help.

I am an unwanted child with ALBINISM AND I WAS TARGETED BY A FAMILY FULL OF HATEFUL PEOPLE WHO TOOK ME TO THEIR FAMILY FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN AND THEY THREW ME AWAY LIKE TRASH, THE PEOPLE ON CARMELLA SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY DO NOT TAKE THE TIME WITH ME AND PEOPLE ON NELSON SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY NEVER TOOK THE TIME WITH ME EITHER AND A WOMEN I BONDED WITH, LOVED AND TRUSTED, SHE DO NOT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, SHE DO NOT TALK TO ME, SHE TELLS EVERYBODY IF I CALL HER AND SHE SEE MY NAME ANDTELEPHONE NUMBER ON HER CALLER ID SHE SAID SHE WILL NOT ANSWER HER TELEPHONE, THEN WHY DID SHE TAKE ME HOME THAT WAS NOT FAIR TO ME.