Exploring the Past

About two weeks ago I wrote a post in which I chimed into the discussion about whether or not Jon Stewart could be considered a “public historian.” Long story short, I agreed with a poster named Erik Greenburg who commented that “a public historian should be someone grounded in the arguments, practices, and habits of mind of an academically trained historian,” which meant, in my estimation, that Stewart would not meet that standard. I clarified that one doesn’t need to be academically trained to “do history,” but that they should make an attempt to understand the methods and ways in which historians “think historically.”

After my blog post, another person, Brown University professor Steven Lubar, commented with the following words:

Let’s think about a “big tent” definition of public historian. Limiting it to “someone grounded in the arguments, practices, and habits of mind of an academically trained historian” leaves out…

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I DON’T APPRECIATE THEM PEOPLE ROBBING ME OF MY DIGNITY

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I paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan $900.00 dollars to move to 8921 N 91st street Unit B in Milwaukee WI and I paid the people $600.00 every month to be in that unit I paid them our money and I gave it to them people and I was not a day late and I was not a dollar short and I did not give them no kind of excuses, even when I did not get no hot water from them during the time from July 2000 to Mid November 2000 and I still paid Richard Fourte and Belivia Morgan the money for the Rent and I did not complaint against them I did not do that and all the people did was treat me and my children like trash and some people did throw bloody chicken bones under my door and windows and I was still paying them the rent money and the gas furnace did needed fixed and tuned up, that did not get fixed when my children and I was there and on April 13, 2001 my front door locks got jammed on me and I did not do that to myself, and that was not right for Belivia to aske me will I wear a Willie name tattooed on my RIGHT LEG , I DON’T WEAR NO DAMN TATTOO, DON’T ROB ME AND MY CHILDREN OF OUR DIGNITY, THAT IS VERY AND DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL, DON’T CHEAT ME AND MY BABIES OUT OUR OUR LIFE LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE BECAUSE I GOTTEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG DAMN FAMILY  FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, DON’T PICK ON ME BECAUSE I AM AN UNWANTED ALBINO CHILD AND THIS IS NOT MY FAMILY NO WAY.  October 2001, I moved out of the 8921 N 91st Street Unit B Milwaukee, WI and after I moved out the unit I did clean the unit before I left and LESS THAN ONE FULL MONTH SUDDENLY THEY STARTED TO PUT CITATIONS ON ME WITH A VEHICLE A 1985 TAN CHEVY I NEVER DID DRIVE AT ALL, AND THE POLICE CAME TO MY APARTMENT LOOKING FOR ME IN THE SUMMER OF 2003, I DID NOT DRIVE THAT VAN AT ALL BECAUSE THAT’S A LIE AND THAT WAS NOT FAIR AT ALL. I AM NOT NO DUMB ASS.  I DON’T APPRECIATE THAT AT ALL.

I will never forget how those kind of family did treat me and my children, I was still in school in 1971 When I was a 15 year old child Clara Pumphrey asked me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look like you, they just wanted to take my baby away from me, and kill my baby ESPECIALLY IF MY BABY WAS BORN WITH ALBINISM and some of the people in the family said they don’t have albinism in the family and them people have been very hostily cruel to me for as long as I lived in this family since I been taken to this family and I really do hate that they taken me to this family. them people are very sneaky towards me. they always been like that towards me all the time, I’m not dumb and I’m not stupid.

A woman who never did wanted me taken me home to a complete hell hole. She didn’t have no love for me at all. If somebody keeps asking you about a ‘Life Insurance Policy’, what do you think? They are getting at and they keep asking you that question. Do you got any life insurance, but they did asked me that question and the person who always asked you that question and this is a person who always had a serious conflict or personal vendetta against you and you do know that you didn’t do nothing to that person. You had a lot of trouble with the family members and they never even liked you at all and when I had my children also, the same person did asked if I had a life insurance policy for my children too. And years later one of my children. My son mysteriously gotten away from a nursing home, they did place him in Warren Park for only 65 days in 2008, and he was so badly abused and criminally manhandled, they nearly killed him for nothing he did not even do, he was not eating or drinking at all. His life was in danger he was on a life support machine and he was in diapers just like a baby. My son could not eat, he could not talk and he could not even walk and he could not even write his own name and I really wonder do anybody have a guardianship over me right behind my back? and the person won’t tell me, and they will not tell me why. The family people are treating me and my kids like we are animals and I really do want to know do anybody have a guardianship on my children behind my back, they are doing that on purpose and it is very wrong and deliberately, and somebody did marry me off behind my back just to get the money they are very wrong for doing me like that and then they all did laugh at me. and they did that to my children too. they are all very wrong for that. Every time I tried to move on with my own life and move forward, something suddenly do go very wrong with everything that I did try to do for myself and the family people did treat me like an outcast and an outsider and those family people are extremely hostile and they are really very cruel and are very hostile towards me and my children. Child welfare and child protection showed up at my door from 1990,1997,and in between through 2002, child welfare people came to my door in Chicago Il and Milwaukee,WI in 2002 my kids were age 17 turning 18 that year and my other son age 18 going on age 19 the same year the social workers came to my door and In 2000,I lost our Illinois Home Based Assistant Checks, right after I move from Illinois to Milwaukee, Wisconsin, the summer of 2000. In September 2002 I started to work at The Industries For The Blind, but on September 27,2002 the same day I gotten my first pay check I did work for suddenly Sept 27, 2002 on the same day I got my pay check somebody did ring my door bell 13 damn time I know what I heard, and something told me you better be very careful because several family people have been always criminal with me from the very beginning and right from the start and they always did do me that way, they are very wrong for doing all those punitive criminal acts and all those really nasty and really cruel and very hateful bias hate crimes to me for the things I did not to none of those family people and NO I DID NOT DO NOTHING AT ALL TO THOSE PEOPLE, THE FACT IS I WASN’T WANTED IN THE FAMILY, AND I DO KNOW THAT AND SOME DOCTORS DID GET IN MY FACE AND TOLD ME I HAD A DAMN HEART ATTACK, BECAUSE OF ALL THE HATE AND BIAS CRIMES DONE TO ME FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND NOW EVEN DECADES AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE WILL NOT EVEN BOTHER TO LEAVE ME AND MY CHILDREN THE HELL ALONE NOT AT ALL AND THEY DO NOT EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME WHY, NO THEY DON’T TELL ME WHY EITHER, NOT ONE PERSON EVEN BOTHERED TO TELL ME WHY. I was only at The Industries For The Blind Only 65 days, they did let me go, Nelson Barber’s Mother Rose died January 1,1981 and 2008 my son Alexander was at Warren Park Nursing home only 65 days and he mysteriously gotten away from there, and when I moved from Milwaukee Wisconsin a in the summer of 2003 a different former landlord, did tell me the city of Milwaukee Police did come to her door at 3306 looking for me.

I am very angry because I been taken to a family by people who denied me at birth and they never had no kind of love for me, I got hurt by the set up on me from thes start and because Carmella Barber mother in law Rose who is Nelson’s mother thought she was an Albino and the people in the family never liked me, they always picked on me and for several years and decades the family people always called me racist derogatory names, they did hurt me that way, they spied on me for several years and they did invade my very own personal privacy and they did tell me to dye my hair black and I was forced to dye my hair brown and wear brown wigs for several and I was really made to be ashamed of myself, really feel sorry for myself and I was really feeling guilt ridden for things I was not responsible for and not at fault and they really put a life time sentence of vigilante style punishment on me and they did not even bother to tell me why. I REALLY WONDER DID THOSE PEOPLE BRING ME IN THIS FAMILY JUST TO COMMIT GENOCIDE MEANING TO KILL THE FAMILY, LOOK AT HOW THOSE FAMILY PEOPLE TREATED US, ANNIHILATE MEANS TO KILL STOP EVERYONE FROM LIVING IN THEIR TRACK OR TO PUT AN END TO WHAT OR WHO IS LIVING, OTHERWISE TO DESTROY INTENTIONALLY.

Things have not been good for me at all because they so called parents who taken me in their family, they did not really want to be bothered with me in the first place, it has always been that way from the start and they made life a living hell for me, they did destroy me from the start and I did not have no kind of future in this family, look how everybody else is living, they can buy new things and I can bearly by second hand clothen, because I been forced to live without an income, and Illinois State Dept Of Human Service will not help me at all, I did try that it did not help.

I am an unwanted child with ALBINISM AND I WAS TARGETED BY A FAMILY FULL OF HATEFUL PEOPLE WHO TOOK ME TO THEIR FAMILY FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN AND THEY THREW ME AWAY LIKE TRASH, THE PEOPLE ON CARMELLA SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY DO NOT TAKE THE TIME WITH ME AND PEOPLE ON NELSON SIDE OF THE FAMILY THEY NEVER TOOK THE TIME WITH ME EITHER AND A WOMEN I BONDED WITH, LOVED AND TRUSTED, SHE DO NOT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, SHE DO NOT TALK TO ME, SHE TELLS EVERYBODY IF I CALL HER AND SHE SEE MY NAME ANDTELEPHONE NUMBER ON HER CALLER ID SHE SAID SHE WILL NOT ANSWER HER TELEPHONE, THEN WHY DID SHE TAKE ME HOME THAT WAS NOT FAIR TO ME.

The People In This Family Made Me Feel Really Miserable

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While I was living in Milwaukee Wisconsin I never did drive the 1985 Chevy Van Tan in colorr Wi896CCE it did reflect my name and in the summer of 2003, a former landlord told me that the Milwaukee Police came to my door looking for me and I never did drive the van at all it was Rallph James inlaws The Morgans who drove the van in 2001 that is when the van was purchased, and the police was going to arrest me for nothing I did not do  because thats a lie, and April 2002 a social worker name Gayle Micheal was looking for me about my children at the same time I was in training for computer office clerical work and to get a decent paid salary but the people in this family really never did wanted me to work a paid career at all, because they kept on punishing me fot the FACT that I was not wanted in this family at all, I did not tell the family people to take me to their family, THEY SHOULD NOT HAVE TAKEN ME TO THEIR FAMILY.

I KNOW THE WHOLE FAMILY REALLY DO HATE MY GUTS

myself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyThe women who taken me home she did tell me one time Tyrone was egging me on and I was acting up and I kept it up because Tyrone kept instigating and I would not stop, the so called mother Carmella said she took a wet towel and hit me in my face with the wet towel, she told me that in 2010, that was child abuse, why didn’t she get after her son Tyrone for starting that trouble first, he was much older than I was besides her son never did have no respect for me and he never did like me either, he always hated me and he always hated my kids.Clara is the one who asked me while I was a little girl only age 15,Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can HAVE A BABY THAT LOOKS LIKE YOU, I was only a child myself and Clara Pumphrey and her people always did tried to force sex on me and she should have treated me like a niece and try to help me pay for my school education and supportive of me obtaining a well paid career instead of picking on me like that and the women parent told me her sister Clara always did have a way of keeping up with everybody but she really hates the hell out of me and she really do hate my children’s guts for nothing they did not do to her just like I did not do nothing to her, then she always did want to invite me to a dangerous and deadly criminal ambush because I AM NOTHING TO CLARA EITHER, I KNOW THE WHOLE FAMILY REALLY DO HATE MY GUTS AND I REALLY DO WISH THEY NEVER TAKEN ME TO THE FAMILY ALTOGETHER AND I REALLY DO WISH THEY HAD LET ME ALONE AND LEFT ME BEHIND AND NOT TAKEN ME HOME. The people who was grown up adults way before I was even born, they did constantly fault and blamed me for all the adult responsibilities for all what is wrong with the family and they keep blaming me for other peoples children on 949 West Huron they keep reminding me of things in the past and at that time I was only a 5year old baby girl myself and I could not defend myself, that was the grown adult responsibilities to take care of their own children, you don’t blame a child for no grown up adult parents responsibilities, you all are very wrong do me like that, that is not right at all, no it is not.

What Do Everybody In This Family Got Against Me That Is Not My Fault.

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Carmella’s mother in law Rose thought she was an
albino. them family people said they do not have albinism in the so-called
parents family. professionals said that albinism is an inherited genetic
condition. Those people they picked on me repeatedly for several years and they
tortured and harassed me for several years. they would not let me work a decent
paid job so that I can support myself and can take care of they kidnapped me
and they used me and they trashed me and they trashed my children too. They
said I stank but they took my money away from me and it has been this way my
entire life and one time I had a paid office job, no typing required only just
filing work; the same day I started work there after lunch the supervisor told
me I can go home now and I don’t have to come back and later when I went home,
I was still living in the parent’s house; a family member told me after I got
back home she told me she called the job to see how I was doing but she should
have waited till I got home so I can tell her all about the job and tell her
about the day. You don’t ever call someone’s job when they just got started on
a new job.my whole entire life I had trouble obtaining the decent career that I
always wanted to get and with a decent salary they blocked me from it and they
all treated me like an outcast and an outsider. they don’t treat me like I’m no
relative at all. that is very strange. everybody else think that is very
strange too and why everybody keep picking on me like that and why they keep
picking on my children