My life have always been nothing but a horrific and a scarey living and a painful hell and a real night mare for 57 years all because these so-called family people may not be my biological family period; then why did they declare a criminal war on me when they should have left me behind? that is not my fault and I really do hate they dragged me off to their family in the first place.
PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND IN THIS UNITED STATES TARGETING PEOPLE WITH
ALBINISM THAT IS REALLY CRIMINAL, THAT IS B.S
I STILL REALLY WISH THAT SOMEBODY ELSE HAVE ADOPTED ME AND TO REMOVE ME AWAY FROM THIS FAMILY I REALLY WANT TO GET AWAY FROM CHICAGO, ILLINOIS I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANY MORE I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM HERE I DON’T HAVE TO STAY WHERE I AM NOT WANTED I AN NOT NO DAMN ANIMAL PEOPLE CAN I GET A BREAK FROM HERE?
I am wondering are all y’all people in this society including the authorities going to let Carmella E Barber kill me and kill my children? this women have been trying to kill me every since she took me home to her damn family, several years of my personal life was deliberately wasted the women and her family all jumped all over me from the start this women who too me home she never had no kind of love for me at all, because I am not nothing to her and her husband Nelson R Barber denied me too and they both did cause the entire family to turn against me too this family was really against me from the very beginning and life for me is really next to impossible because THE RACIST BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID NOT AND DO NOT WANT AN ALBINO PERSON IN THEIR FAMILY BUT I COULD NOT STOP THEM PEOPLE FROM TAKING ME TO THEIR FAMILY BECAUSE I WAS AN INNOCENT DEFENSELESS BABY GIRL AND HOW THE HELL DID I END UP IN THIS FAMILY IN THE FIRST DAMN PLACE, WELL I DID NOT ASK THOSE PEOPLE TO TAKE ME TO THEIR OLD DAMN FAMILY AND THEY ARE VERY WRONG FOR FORCING ME TO DYE MY HAIR BROWN AND FORCED ME TO WEAR BROWN HAIR WIGS. IN 2010 CARMELLA BARBER DID GIVE ME THE BROWN HAIR WIGS AGAIN, WHY IS THIS BLACK FAMILY CONCEALING ME, THE WOMEN ISOLATED ME FOR MANY YEARS AND THIS BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID PREVENT ME FROM WORKING A DECENT PAID CAREER, I COULD ONLY GET DOMESTIC WORK OTHERWISE A JOB THAT DID NOT REQUIRE A SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER AND NELSON R BARBER WAS MY GUARDIAN AND CARMELLA DID NOT TELL ME THAT WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME? HER KIDS DID NOT TELL ME THE TRUTH, AND HER SIBLINGS DID NOT TELL ME EITHER, AND PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND PICKING ON PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY GOT ALBINISM, IT WAS THIS DAMN FAMILY PEOPLE WHO DID CHASE ME DOWN ON PURPOSE AND THEY DID THAT SH** DELIBERATELY AND I GOT SEVERELY INJURED BY THIS FAMILY PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS DID HAVE PURE DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL HATRED AGAINST I NEVER MADE IT IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL BECAUSED ALL OF THEM FAMILY PEOPLE HAVE STOPPED ME FROM LIVING MY PERSONAL LIFE THE WAY I GOT A DAMN RIGHT TO LIVE MY PERSONAL LIFE AND WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE BECAUSE I GOT A RIGHT TO WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE AND NOT TO HIDE MY ALBINISM AND THIS FAMILY DID REMOVED THEMSELVES FROM ME DECADES AGO WITHOUT TELLING ME THE TRUTH.
On my high school transcripts ask for child’s mother name Carmella Barber is on that line, asked for mother’s maiden name Carmella Pumphrey is on that line, and Where it asked child father’s name the line is left blank…… and on the line where it asked for child’s guardian name Nelson Barber is on that line and nobody in this family never did tell me that Nelson was my guardian, it was nothing wrong with me. they would not let me work, they always kept me from working and they got me fired from jobs, they even stopped me from baby sitting and I was a 19 year old grown women and September 16-1976 the year I graduated from high school. they put me out on the streets of Chicago IL without no income of my own, I had to live with her mother. I started out in life very badly and I always had bad breaks and far too many set backs. and the so-called mother forced me to dye my hair brown and to wear brown hair wigs to hide my albinism I really wonder why did they do me like that, I had a right to be myself, I should not had to dye my hair.
The so-called mother who always did really hated me and the so-called father both really hated me because I was not nothing to them and I can see that, they nearly did kill my son Alexander he was on life support in the hospital and ship to one nursing home to another the people treated my son like shit.
Several decades ago when I was born the man said I was not his baby when he first saw me, he denied me he turned his back on me and walked out of the hospital , the women’s mother in law Rose did not believe I was her son’s baby so she tried to have Carmella E Barber killed by her husband, she did tell me out of her own mouth, she waited nearly until I was in my later 50s and she already turned her back on me too and she was already criminally hateful toward me, she did take criminal control of my life and my personal business and affairs the black family have already been removed themselves this is why the people already got my personal business and I was never even safe in this family at all. they did keep me from working a decent paid salary career in all areas even in 2013 the family people will not let me work because they already been using me for decades behind my back, I can not work outside my home I will not be safe if I do that the family people will not let me work, they been harassing me for decades now and yes in 2013, they took me to the family they did set me up for continued nonstop abuses, and they did take my money away from me and they nearly took my kids away from me and they nearly killed one of my sons, I can not sugar coat the abuses me and my 2 children were really put through, it was pure hell from the start.
I am not no crazy person like the so-called parents called me they were the ones who always did physical, emotion, mental and psychologically abused me for 57 years of my life the so-called family removed themselves from me since birth, they both denied me and they turned their backs on me, they did torture me for decades and I should not have to be ashamed of myself born with albinism, and forced to wear a brown hair wigs and dye my hair brown because the family people kept teasing me and picking on me because I was born different they injured me that way and they exploited me for many years and they nearly killed my son for nothing because they did target both of my children and they always targeted me first several years before I had my children and when I was only a little girl a teen ager I was not the type who was in a relationship with males I was in school trying to complete my education and for a strange reason that abuse and the racist derogatory name callings followed me even in the high schools and I still did not bother no darn body I was not no trouble maker. SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW DID A BLACK WOMEN GET ON A CTA L TRAIN IN CHICAGO, IL ,SOMEBODY I DID NOT EVEN KNOW AT ALL HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WAS CH, SHE ASKED ME WAS MY NAME CH I DID NOT ANSWER HER AT FIRST BUT WHEN SHE ME DO YOU HAV A SISTER NAME D I TOLD HER YES I WAS REALLY RELUCTANT I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WHEN I NEVER SAW THE WOMEN BEFORE NO I DID NOT, THIS FAMILY EXPLOITED ME VERY BADLY, I CAN NOT GET MY BENEFITS I BEEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG AND THEY ARE STILL TARGETING ME AND THEY ARE TARGETING MY CHILDREN, THEY HINDERED MY GETTING APPROVED FOR SSI AND MEDICAID AND I AM NOT WORKING, HOW CAN I MOVE ON WITH MY OWN LIFE AND GET PASS THEM PEOPLE WHEN I DON’T HAVE NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON HERE IN CHICAGO, IL EVEN SUPPORTIVE OF ME,?
THE FAMILY PEOPLE ARE VERY NARCISSISTIC PEOPLE DO ANYBODY KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THEM KIND AND I DID MOVE OUT OF STATE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE 90s but things did not change because the family people did not leave me alone, and they did not leave my children alone and they don’t want me with my kids. I was only telling the truth because I do not want nothing to happen to me, they restricted my freedom and they took away my human rights and dignity those people do not respect no law authorities not when it comes to me no they do not. the counseling help is not free don’t think I didn’t try I did try the people are standing in my way I am not in their way, and nobody here do not want to help me.
MY WHOLE LIFE WAS WRONG FROM THE START
I never lived a normal life but the family people been telling everybody that I was not a normal person, and the family people gossiped about me being an Albino in the family I spent several years being deliberately picked on and target by inside family people and some outsiders who been helping them don’t nobody call me crazy that is PURE B.S, Now look at all of the things I have suffered it was pure criminal and it was pure hell and it was really down right horrible from the beginning, and since I wasn’t wanted life was never the same with me as a result of several years of unprovoked bias hate crimes. I was really morbidly hurt by several family people who impersonated me and they walked all over me from the start. and someone in this family did tell me that there is someone who is a wanna be is a want to be and that is extremely dangerous for somebody to do me and my children like that, and I have been having real serious problems for people who alway picked on me and they did make fun of me too and all those family people did pick on both my 2 sons and they did make fun of my 2 sons personally because they really got a serious and an unexplained personal vendetta against me from the start and they never did tell me why and I don’t know Jack S*** how am I suppose to know when family people refuses to tell me why that is very wrong from the start. Because the family do got something against ALBINISM AND I HAVE ALBINISM, AND I’M NOT LISTED WITH THIS FAMILY AS A FAMILY MEMBER NO I AM NOT LYING ABOUT THIS. THE FAMILY PEOPLE MADE ME INVISIBLE AND THEY DID MAKE BOTH MY CHILDREN INVISIBLE TOO. MY CHILDREN AND I DO NOT HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON WITH THOSE FAMILY PEOPLE AT ALL, THEN THE SO-CALLED FAMILY PEOPLE SPENT MANY YEARS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE BRAINWASHING ME, I WAS INNOCENT WHILE I WAS GROWING UP AS A CHILD TOO. AND I GOT HURT BY THEM CAGING ME LIKE A CAGED ANIMAL, I WAS LOCKED DOWN AND BARROWED BY THE SO-CALL FAMILY PEOPLE THAT WAS REALLY HORRIABLE ALL OF THIS BEICAUSE I AM AN UNWANTED CHILD WITH ALBINISM AND THEY NEVER CHANGED THEIR BEHAVIOR AND THEIR BAD ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME NO THAY DID NOT CHANGE THEIR ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME AND MY KIDS EITHER THEY REALLY HATE US. THINGS HAVE GOTTEN FAR MORE WORSER AGAINST ME AND MY KIDS, AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE IS THE CAUSE OF ME GOING COMPLETELY DOWN HILL. AND I DON’T HAVE NOTHING TO RETIRE ON NOT AT ALL EVEYBODY EXCEPT ME AND MY CHILDREN. THIS WAS NOT THE RIGHT FAMILY PEOPLE FOR ME AND NOT FOR MY CHILDREN IT WAS NOT. IT WAS VERY UGLY, CRIMINAL AND IT WAS DOWN RIGHT SABOTAGE. The family people treated me like a slave and they never allowed me to work and get paid for it, they would not let me live and grow and when Carmella Barber’s husband Nelson Barber died in Feb 2008, Carmella did tell me he said when she sell the house to give me so much off the house Carmella is not going to give me nothing off that house, she and Patricia Metcalf Barber can keep that money I don’t want nothing off that house because the family people did was do all kinds of horrific criminal things to me and they did treat me like an outcast and an outsider and they did treat me like another women’s child instead of their own child. Her mother did tell me that Patricia will move to California State soon to live with her son she did tell me that.
I am tired of those black family people getting ahold of me because I am AN UNWANTED ALBINO CHILD I DID NOT ASK CARMELLA BARBER AND NELSON BARBER TO TAKE ME TO THEIR FAMILY LIKE THAT ALL THE PEOPLE DID TO ME WAS SNATCHED AND DRAG ME THROUGH THEIR WHOLE DAMN FAMILY, THEY ALL DID PUT MY LIFE IN DANGER FOR 57 YEARS , THEY ARE HOLDING ME HOSTAGE THEY ALL DO ACT LIKE THEY OWN ME FOR SOME COLLATERAL, MONEY AND WHATEVER ELSE THEY FOLLOWED ME ALL AROUND THE COUNTRY AND THEY DO ALWAYS HAVE A STRANG AND A DANGEROUS WAY OF KEEPING UP WITH ME AND MY CHILDREN, THOSE BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID NOT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME ONLY JUST TO USE ME AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE WILL NOT LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE. I AM NOT NO DELUSIONAL PERSON I’M NOT LIKE THAT. THAT IS NOT ME. I AM A DOWN TO EARTH PERSON.