My life have always been nothing but a horrific and a scarey living and a painful hell and a real night mare for 57 years all because these so-called family people may not be my biological family period; then why did they declare a criminal war on me when they should have left me behind? that is not my fault and I really do hate they dragged me off to their family in the first place.
PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND IN THIS UNITED STATES TARGETING PEOPLE WITH
ALBINISM THAT IS REALLY CRIMINAL, THAT IS B.S
I STILL REALLY WISH THAT SOMEBODY ELSE HAVE ADOPTED ME AND TO REMOVE ME AWAY FROM THIS FAMILY I REALLY WANT TO GET AWAY FROM CHICAGO, ILLINOIS I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANY MORE I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM HERE I DON’T HAVE TO STAY WHERE I AM NOT WANTED I AN NOT NO DAMN ANIMAL PEOPLE CAN I GET A BREAK FROM HERE?
I am wondering are all y’all people in this society including the authorities going to let Carmella E Barber kill me and kill my children? this women have been trying to kill me every since she took me home to her damn family, several years of my personal life was deliberately wasted the women and her family all jumped all over me from the start this women who too me home she never had no kind of love for me at all, because I am not nothing to her and her husband Nelson R Barber denied me too and they both did cause the entire family to turn against me too this family was really against me from the very beginning and life for me is really next to impossible because THE RACIST BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID NOT AND DO NOT WANT AN ALBINO PERSON IN THEIR FAMILY BUT I COULD NOT STOP THEM PEOPLE FROM TAKING ME TO THEIR FAMILY BECAUSE I WAS AN INNOCENT DEFENSELESS BABY GIRL AND HOW THE HELL DID I END UP IN THIS FAMILY IN THE FIRST DAMN PLACE, WELL I DID NOT ASK THOSE PEOPLE TO TAKE ME TO THEIR OLD DAMN FAMILY AND THEY ARE VERY WRONG FOR FORCING ME TO DYE MY HAIR BROWN AND FORCED ME TO WEAR BROWN HAIR WIGS. IN 2010 CARMELLA BARBER DID GIVE ME THE BROWN HAIR WIGS AGAIN, WHY IS THIS BLACK FAMILY CONCEALING ME, THE WOMEN ISOLATED ME FOR MANY YEARS AND THIS BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID PREVENT ME FROM WORKING A DECENT PAID CAREER, I COULD ONLY GET DOMESTIC WORK OTHERWISE A JOB THAT DID NOT REQUIRE A SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER AND NELSON R BARBER WAS MY GUARDIAN AND CARMELLA DID NOT TELL ME THAT WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME? HER KIDS DID NOT TELL ME THE TRUTH, AND HER SIBLINGS DID NOT TELL ME EITHER, AND PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND PICKING ON PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY GOT ALBINISM, IT WAS THIS DAMN FAMILY PEOPLE WHO DID CHASE ME DOWN ON PURPOSE AND THEY DID THAT SH** DELIBERATELY AND I GOT SEVERELY INJURED BY THIS FAMILY PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS DID HAVE PURE DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL HATRED AGAINST I NEVER MADE IT IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL BECAUSED ALL OF THEM FAMILY PEOPLE HAVE STOPPED ME FROM LIVING MY PERSONAL LIFE THE WAY I GOT A DAMN RIGHT TO LIVE MY PERSONAL LIFE AND WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE BECAUSE I GOT A RIGHT TO WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE AND NOT TO HIDE MY ALBINISM AND THIS FAMILY DID REMOVED THEMSELVES FROM ME DECADES AGO WITHOUT TELLING ME THE TRUTH.
Carmella E Barber did tell me if I move and relocate to another city and another state she did tell me that I will get the same thing in another city and another state so I might as well stay right here in Chicago, Illinois she still never did tell me why she got a personal vendetta against me. she is very wrong, the whole family is very wrong the so-called parents are wrong for taking me to this family the do got something against me with Albinism they slandered me and they people should have let me alone the way they were supposed to leave me the hell alone.
What am I supposed to do just put up and shut up for unprovoked vigilante bias crimes done to me for nothing and the did man handle my children too, they nearly killed one of my children and I had to flee far too many addresses amd I didn’t bother nobody and I did mind my very own business. and I made the big mistake of telling the mother I was may relocate she did tell me if I move somewhere else.I will just get the same thing and I might as well stay here in Chicago IL
The people won’t let me alone and I am not even bothering them at all. they did destroy I always had trouble getting paid jobs they always stood in my way and when I wanted to work when I was a teenager the mother did not back me up at all.I got excuses instead, I got stuck with babysitting and house work. this went on against me for decades and now I am the only person in the family with out any income but everybody got income. no I can not just get over it because was very criminal from the beginning. it is wrong and where I’m at I can’t get a medicaid card and I don’t have any income I am telling the truth.
The Family People Will Not Let Me Work & Get Paid For It
IF CERTAIN PEOPLE DON’T WANT YOU TO WORK, AND GET PAID TO FOR IT, THEN HOW ARE YOU GOING TO SUPPORT YOUR SELF AND YOUR FAMILY WITHOUT BEING JUMPED ALL ON RIGHT BEHIND YOUR BACK and because THEY ARE STILL TREATING ME LIKE A CHILD AND THEY ALL THINK I AM LACKING IN INTELLIGENCE. THEY ARE VERY WRONG FOR THIS. Then how can you earn your own pay check on a paid job and not worry about all of a sudden you are getting harassed by others on a paid job that you have a right to work and get a pay check for your work that you did because you know you need the money just like every one else, YOU DON’T BOTHER NOBODY AND YOU KNOW YOU ARE NOT THE TROUBLE MAKER TYPE. What is the best remedy and the best solution to this kind of problem. IF THIS HAPPENED TO YOU ALL. HOW WOULD YOU ALL HANDLE IT?
I am not no crazy person like the so-called parents called me they were the ones who always did physical, emotion, mental and psychologically abused me for 57 years of my life the so-called family removed themselves from me since birth, they both denied me and they turned their backs on me, they did torture me for decades and I should not have to be ashamed of myself born with albinism, and forced to wear a brown hair wigs and dye my hair brown because the family people kept teasing me and picking on me because I was born different they injured me that way and they exploited me for many years and they nearly killed my son for nothing because they did target both of my children and they always targeted me first several years before I had my children and when I was only a little girl a teen ager I was not the type who was in a relationship with males I was in school trying to complete my education and for a strange reason that abuse and the racist derogatory name callings followed me even in the high schools and I still did not bother no darn body I was not no trouble maker. SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW DID A BLACK WOMEN GET ON A CTA L TRAIN IN CHICAGO, IL ,SOMEBODY I DID NOT EVEN KNOW AT ALL HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WAS CH, SHE ASKED ME WAS MY NAME CH I DID NOT ANSWER HER AT FIRST BUT WHEN SHE ME DO YOU HAV A SISTER NAME D I TOLD HER YES I WAS REALLY RELUCTANT I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WHEN I NEVER SAW THE WOMEN BEFORE NO I DID NOT, THIS FAMILY EXPLOITED ME VERY BADLY, I CAN NOT GET MY BENEFITS I BEEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG AND THEY ARE STILL TARGETING ME AND THEY ARE TARGETING MY CHILDREN, THEY HINDERED MY GETTING APPROVED FOR SSI AND MEDICAID AND I AM NOT WORKING, HOW CAN I MOVE ON WITH MY OWN LIFE AND GET PASS THEM PEOPLE WHEN I DON’T HAVE NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON HERE IN CHICAGO, IL EVEN SUPPORTIVE OF ME,?
THE FAMILY PEOPLE ARE VERY NARCISSISTIC PEOPLE DO ANYBODY KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THEM KIND AND I DID MOVE OUT OF STATE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE 90s but things did not change because the family people did not leave me alone, and they did not leave my children alone and they don’t want me with my kids. I was only telling the truth because I do not want nothing to happen to me, they restricted my freedom and they took away my human rights and dignity those people do not respect no law authorities not when it comes to me no they do not. the counseling help is not free don’t think I didn’t try I did try the people are standing in my way I am not in their way, and nobody here do not want to help me.
When an unwanted child is taken home, the hatred is already in the making (planned) and relentlessly attacks on the innocent child will be everlasting. And with no possible way out, because of the family who didn’t want the child in the first place. And they fought the child continuously throughout the child’s entire life including adulthood. The family is the main cause of threat to the child’s life. And if they have children, then the family will attack their children and their children are also innocent too and that is another generation, and what already happened to me was never a co-incident.
nobody got a right to kill other people because of their race, color, and their ethnicity or because they got Albinism
Yes the abuses is still going on behind my back because the so-called mother do got a real serious personal vendetta against me from she did tell me in the 1950’s their former life insurance sales man used to come to their home to collect the life insurance policy premiums in that time of year, she told me he was a white man and when I was born her black husband, his mother who is her mother in law thought I was not her son’s baby she thought I was the white man’s baby, the so-called mother did tell me that her mother in law tried to have her killed because of me and I asked her who her mother in law was going to get to kill her she told me that her mother in law was going to have her son kill her, and today in 2013 this women who did take me to this family she did always blame me for the things she and her husband was really responsible for the so-called mother she sacrificed me and she did use me for a dehumanizing scapegoat. and some of her people did tell me that her black husband denied me from birth and some siblings did tell me that the man did deny me from the start and he turned his back on me and the whole entire family did turn all against me. Some one should have been protecting me several years ago while I was a small child trying to grow up, My life with this family was not in good hands. This family was not even safe for me to be taken to from the start and my children my 2 sons were not even safe with this family either and I are 2 generations of people.