I really don’t understand this so-called family black people who dragged me in this family I don’t like the way they treated me, I have Albinism an inherited genetic condition by birth, after several years of being horrendously tortured by several so-called family members and the unjustified abuses and hatred against me, they are very superstitious black family who do got something against me who have Albinism, after several years unfair and unprovoked abuses and they called me all kinds of racist derogatory names and they did all kinds of criminal horrific things to me and they broke my heart some doctors got in my face and told me that I HAD A HEART ATTACK AND I DID NOT DESERVE NOT ONE DAMN CRIMINAL INCIDENT AND THEY USED ME FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL GAIN, AND SOME OF THE PEOPLE ON THE SO-CALLED MOTHER CARMELLA E BARBER SIDE SOME OF HER PEOPLE TOLD ME THEY DON’T HAVE PEOPLE IN THEIR FAMILY WITH ALBINISM AND THAT IT JUST HAPPENS THAT IS A LIE, ALBINISM IS INHERITED BY BIRTH, I DON’T APPRECIATE THE CRIMINAL PUNISHMENT THIS SO-CALLED DONE TO ME AND MY CHILDREN, THEY DID MAKE ME AND MY CHILDREN’S LIFE A PURE LIVING HELL. I AM NOT A WITCH DON’T CALL ME NO DAMN WITCH AND MY CHILDREN MY SONS ARE NOT NO WARLOCK DON’T CALL MY TWO SONS NO GOT DAMN WARLOCK THAT IS REALLY CRIMINAL THEY ARE NOT BETTER THAN ME AND THEY ARE NOT BETTER THAN MY TWO SONS WHO ARE THEM PEOPLE TO JUDGE ME AND WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE TO JUDGE MY TWO SONS, WE ARE BETTER THAN THEY ARE. WE ARE NOT WITCHES, WARLOCKS AND CRIMINALS AND WE DON’T STEAL FROM OTHER PEOPLE.
Between Oct and Nov 1980 on L and M street, there was a fire in a can behind my kitchen door, and I minded my own business there.
Nelson’s mother Rose who hated her daughter in law Carmella died January 1-1981 on NEW YEARS DAY. SHE DIED AT AGE 65. the same year.
Spring 1981 on South Lytle street a subsidized apartment, things looked ok for a while, till suddenly, someone tampered with the locks it was fixed, I had to change phone number and there was rocks pelted and balls bounced on my windows for no apparent reason and I minded my own business there too in May 1981 it gotten worst so I moved out.
1988 was the old address by the beach on West Pratt Blvd, one day June 7 1988 someone went in the basement and they cut only just my telephone wire, repairs told me that only my line was cut and I had just moved to this section 8 apartment in May 1988 and I minded my own busuiness there too. how can that program help? and I also need a support group and some mentoring and to help me get back on my feet; It was a total lost and I am not financially on my feet yet and where I am living the public aide dept will not even give me a medicaid card no matter what. maybe because I been used.
In Milwaukee WI
Spring 1994 I was in a first time home buyers program and October 31-1994 I closed on a home located at 2144 N 40th street Milwaukee WI 53208, January 1995 my garage was marked up and June it was broken into June 1995 and July 28-1995 the garage was sat on fire I called 911 and November 8-1995 a car was set on fire by the garage, made it on fire again and SOME BODY SAT A BOMB ON MY CAR GARAGE. January 19-1996, the day before Clara’s birthday A BOMB WAS REMOVED FROM MY ROOF AND EVERY BODY HAD TO EVACUATE FROM THE AREA I did mind my own business there too and I did not bother anyone there. I taken out a 30 year mortage on this home I lived there only just ! year and 10 months and I couldn’t take the abusive stress anymore and my family is disabled and they don’t need any of that kind of abuse.
What to do when people put the problems on you like the family people did put against me how do you get them people off you, and how do you get all them people out of your business when they do get your business that did happen to me that is not funny. that really did put me at a serious disadvantage.
PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND IN THIS UNITED STATES TARGETING PEOPLE WITH
ALBINISM THAT IS REALLY CRIMINAL, THAT IS B.S
I STILL REALLY WISH THAT SOMEBODY ELSE HAVE ADOPTED ME AND TO REMOVE ME AWAY FROM THIS FAMILY I REALLY WANT TO GET AWAY FROM CHICAGO, ILLINOIS I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANY MORE I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM HERE I DON’T HAVE TO STAY WHERE I AM NOT WANTED I AN NOT NO DAMN ANIMAL PEOPLE CAN I GET A BREAK FROM HERE?
I am wondering are all y’all people in this society including the authorities going to let Carmella E Barber kill me and kill my children? this women have been trying to kill me every since she took me home to her damn family, several years of my personal life was deliberately wasted the women and her family all jumped all over me from the start this women who too me home she never had no kind of love for me at all, because I am not nothing to her and her husband Nelson R Barber denied me too and they both did cause the entire family to turn against me too this family was really against me from the very beginning and life for me is really next to impossible because THE RACIST BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID NOT AND DO NOT WANT AN ALBINO PERSON IN THEIR FAMILY BUT I COULD NOT STOP THEM PEOPLE FROM TAKING ME TO THEIR FAMILY BECAUSE I WAS AN INNOCENT DEFENSELESS BABY GIRL AND HOW THE HELL DID I END UP IN THIS FAMILY IN THE FIRST DAMN PLACE, WELL I DID NOT ASK THOSE PEOPLE TO TAKE ME TO THEIR OLD DAMN FAMILY AND THEY ARE VERY WRONG FOR FORCING ME TO DYE MY HAIR BROWN AND FORCED ME TO WEAR BROWN HAIR WIGS. IN 2010 CARMELLA BARBER DID GIVE ME THE BROWN HAIR WIGS AGAIN, WHY IS THIS BLACK FAMILY CONCEALING ME, THE WOMEN ISOLATED ME FOR MANY YEARS AND THIS BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE DID PREVENT ME FROM WORKING A DECENT PAID CAREER, I COULD ONLY GET DOMESTIC WORK OTHERWISE A JOB THAT DID NOT REQUIRE A SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER AND NELSON R BARBER WAS MY GUARDIAN AND CARMELLA DID NOT TELL ME THAT WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME? HER KIDS DID NOT TELL ME THE TRUTH, AND HER SIBLINGS DID NOT TELL ME EITHER, AND PEOPLE DON’T GO AROUND PICKING ON PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY GOT ALBINISM, IT WAS THIS DAMN FAMILY PEOPLE WHO DID CHASE ME DOWN ON PURPOSE AND THEY DID THAT SH** DELIBERATELY AND I GOT SEVERELY INJURED BY THIS FAMILY PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS DID HAVE PURE DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL HATRED AGAINST I NEVER MADE IT IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL BECAUSED ALL OF THEM FAMILY PEOPLE HAVE STOPPED ME FROM LIVING MY PERSONAL LIFE THE WAY I GOT A DAMN RIGHT TO LIVE MY PERSONAL LIFE AND WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE BECAUSE I GOT A RIGHT TO WEAR MY HAIR BLONDE AND NOT TO HIDE MY ALBINISM AND THIS FAMILY DID REMOVED THEMSELVES FROM ME DECADES AGO WITHOUT TELLING ME THE TRUTH.
Carmella E Barber did tell me if I move and relocate to another city and another state she did tell me that I will get the same thing in another city and another state so I might as well stay right here in Chicago, Illinois she still never did tell me why she got a personal vendetta against me. she is very wrong, the whole family is very wrong the so-called parents are wrong for taking me to this family the do got something against me with Albinism they slandered me and they people should have let me alone the way they were supposed to leave me the hell alone.
What am I supposed to do just put up and shut up for unprovoked vigilante bias crimes done to me for nothing and the did man handle my children too, they nearly killed one of my children and I had to flee far too many addresses amd I didn’t bother nobody and I did mind my very own business. and I made the big mistake of telling the mother I was may relocate she did tell me if I move somewhere else.I will just get the same thing and I might as well stay here in Chicago IL
The people won’t let me alone and I am not even bothering them at all. they did destroy I always had trouble getting paid jobs they always stood in my way and when I wanted to work when I was a teenager the mother did not back me up at all.I got excuses instead, I got stuck with babysitting and house work. this went on against me for decades and now I am the only person in the family with out any income but everybody got income. no I can not just get over it because was very criminal from the beginning. it is wrong and where I’m at I can’t get a medicaid card and I don’t have any income I am telling the truth.
Several decades ago when I was born the man said I was not his baby when he first saw me, he denied me he turned his back on me and walked out of the hospital , the women’s mother in law Rose did not believe I was her son’s baby so she tried to have Carmella E Barber killed by her husband, she did tell me out of her own mouth, she waited nearly until I was in my later 50s and she already turned her back on me too and she was already criminally hateful toward me, she did take criminal control of my life and my personal business and affairs the black family have already been removed themselves this is why the people already got my personal business and I was never even safe in this family at all. they did keep me from working a decent paid salary career in all areas even in 2013 the family people will not let me work because they already been using me for decades behind my back, I can not work outside my home I will not be safe if I do that the family people will not let me work, they been harassing me for decades now and yes in 2013, they took me to the family they did set me up for continued nonstop abuses, and they did take my money away from me and they nearly took my kids away from me and they nearly killed one of my sons, I can not sugar coat the abuses me and my 2 children were really put through, it was pure hell from the start.
I am not no crazy person like the so-called parents called me they were the ones who always did physical, emotion, mental and psychologically abused me for 57 years of my life the so-called family removed themselves from me since birth, they both denied me and they turned their backs on me, they did torture me for decades and I should not have to be ashamed of myself born with albinism, and forced to wear a brown hair wigs and dye my hair brown because the family people kept teasing me and picking on me because I was born different they injured me that way and they exploited me for many years and they nearly killed my son for nothing because they did target both of my children and they always targeted me first several years before I had my children and when I was only a little girl a teen ager I was not the type who was in a relationship with males I was in school trying to complete my education and for a strange reason that abuse and the racist derogatory name callings followed me even in the high schools and I still did not bother no darn body I was not no trouble maker. SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW DID A BLACK WOMEN GET ON A CTA L TRAIN IN CHICAGO, IL ,SOMEBODY I DID NOT EVEN KNOW AT ALL HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WAS CH, SHE ASKED ME WAS MY NAME CH I DID NOT ANSWER HER AT FIRST BUT WHEN SHE ME DO YOU HAV A SISTER NAME D I TOLD HER YES I WAS REALLY RELUCTANT I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WHEN I NEVER SAW THE WOMEN BEFORE NO I DID NOT, THIS FAMILY EXPLOITED ME VERY BADLY, I CAN NOT GET MY BENEFITS I BEEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG AND THEY ARE STILL TARGETING ME AND THEY ARE TARGETING MY CHILDREN, THEY HINDERED MY GETTING APPROVED FOR SSI AND MEDICAID AND I AM NOT WORKING, HOW CAN I MOVE ON WITH MY OWN LIFE AND GET PASS THEM PEOPLE WHEN I DON’T HAVE NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON HERE IN CHICAGO, IL EVEN SUPPORTIVE OF ME,?
THE FAMILY PEOPLE ARE VERY NARCISSISTIC PEOPLE DO ANYBODY KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THEM KIND AND I DID MOVE OUT OF STATE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE 90s but things did not change because the family people did not leave me alone, and they did not leave my children alone and they don’t want me with my kids. I was only telling the truth because I do not want nothing to happen to me, they restricted my freedom and they took away my human rights and dignity those people do not respect no law authorities not when it comes to me no they do not. the counseling help is not free don’t think I didn’t try I did try the people are standing in my way I am not in their way, and nobody here do not want to help me.
MY WHOLE LIFE WAS WRONG FROM THE START
I never lived a normal life but the family people been telling everybody that I was not a normal person, and the family people gossiped about me being an Albino in the family I spent several years being deliberately picked on and target by inside family people and some outsiders who been helping them don’t nobody call me crazy that is PURE B.S, Now look at all of the things I have suffered it was pure criminal and it was pure hell and it was really down right horrible from the beginning, and since I wasn’t wanted life was never the same with me as a result of several years of unprovoked bias hate crimes. I was really morbidly hurt by several family people who impersonated me and they walked all over me from the start. and someone in this family did tell me that there is someone who is a wanna be is a want to be and that is extremely dangerous for somebody to do me and my children like that, and I have been having real serious problems for people who alway picked on me and they did make fun of me too and all those family people did pick on both my 2 sons and they did make fun of my 2 sons personally because they really got a serious and an unexplained personal vendetta against me from the start and they never did tell me why and I don’t know Jack S*** how am I suppose to know when family people refuses to tell me why that is very wrong from the start. Because the family do got something against ALBINISM AND I HAVE ALBINISM, AND I’M NOT LISTED WITH THIS FAMILY AS A FAMILY MEMBER NO I AM NOT LYING ABOUT THIS. THE FAMILY PEOPLE MADE ME INVISIBLE AND THEY DID MAKE BOTH MY CHILDREN INVISIBLE TOO. MY CHILDREN AND I DO NOT HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON WITH THOSE FAMILY PEOPLE AT ALL, THEN THE SO-CALLED FAMILY PEOPLE SPENT MANY YEARS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE BRAINWASHING ME, I WAS INNOCENT WHILE I WAS GROWING UP AS A CHILD TOO. AND I GOT HURT BY THEM CAGING ME LIKE A CAGED ANIMAL, I WAS LOCKED DOWN AND BARROWED BY THE SO-CALL FAMILY PEOPLE THAT WAS REALLY HORRIABLE ALL OF THIS BEICAUSE I AM AN UNWANTED CHILD WITH ALBINISM AND THEY NEVER CHANGED THEIR BEHAVIOR AND THEIR BAD ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME NO THAY DID NOT CHANGE THEIR ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME AND MY KIDS EITHER THEY REALLY HATE US. THINGS HAVE GOTTEN FAR MORE WORSER AGAINST ME AND MY KIDS, AND THE FAMILY PEOPLE IS THE CAUSE OF ME GOING COMPLETELY DOWN HILL. AND I DON’T HAVE NOTHING TO RETIRE ON NOT AT ALL EVEYBODY EXCEPT ME AND MY CHILDREN. THIS WAS NOT THE RIGHT FAMILY PEOPLE FOR ME AND NOT FOR MY CHILDREN IT WAS NOT. IT WAS VERY UGLY, CRIMINAL AND IT WAS DOWN RIGHT SABOTAGE. The family people treated me like a slave and they never allowed me to work and get paid for it, they would not let me live and grow and when Carmella Barber’s husband Nelson Barber died in Feb 2008, Carmella did tell me he said when she sell the house to give me so much off the house Carmella is not going to give me nothing off that house, she and Patricia Metcalf Barber can keep that money I don’t want nothing off that house because the family people did was do all kinds of horrific criminal things to me and they did treat me like an outcast and an outsider and they did treat me like another women’s child instead of their own child. Her mother did tell me that Patricia will move to California State soon to live with her son she did tell me that.