I DID NOT HAVE MY PERSONAL FREEDOM AT ALL

The family people never accepted me in their family from the very beginning and they never welcomed me at all, instead they treated me like an albino gorilla that belong in a zoo cage, I was really hurt by criminal dirt bag ugly treatment, they wouldn’t let me live. Several years of my life was really wasted from being psychologically and mentally abused and physically abused by people who should not have dragged me in their damn family and then pick on me and treat me like shit I didn’t walk in their damn family, I got hurt by everything. If anybody don’t believe me that is because it didn’t happen to them at all and child abuse of any form is wrong and is very criminal and the child is at the parents mercy and if that child is really not wanted the child will not be safe at all in that family and don’t let no one in the family ever be on that child side they will get turned against too by several family members they will do it; they will be against yours children just like the family in this family was already against my kids just before they was born and they tried to kidnap my kids like they kidnapped me in this family this is not my family. I want to let the hell alone.
All I got was pure conflicts from these people in this family; when I was born an innocent baby girl like all other babies I was not no different no matter what I was and what I had. I was told the man said I was not his baby, he denied me and he turn his back on me; he walked out of hospital, he could not adapt to me and he was not emotionally available for me. and he really did make me extremely nervous to the point to where my NERVES NEARLY MADE A NERVOUS WRECK AND SOMETIMES I WOULD BREAK OUT WITH NERVE WEPS, I WAS A SICK CHILD FROM THE VERY START AND I GREW UP A VERY SCARED AND A VERY NERVOUS CHILD; because of all of the rejection ,abuse. the use and the abuse and the torture that I suffered and the derogatory name callings I was very hurt by; names like: ALNINO, WHITE GIRL,YELLOW GAL,WHITE HONKY, DANCING EYES, YELLOW BITCHES and WHITE BITCHES TOO. I got picked on and bullied at the grade school and the high school too and I had more than the worst luck with the family I did not ask to be taken ,it was very wrong from the start. The people on the mother side they never took the time with me and the people on the father side they never took the time with me either; and I really do wish I was not taken there at all, but I didn’t have any control, that caused me to look for daddy and a father figure. The mother blamed everything on me to the point to where the whole family never did accept me as a family member. Instead they treated me like an outcast, an outside an outside Bitch. They treated me like an animal and breeder, they didn’t treat me like a person and they act like my children are not my children, they are treating me like I am not my kids mother they treat my kids like they are their kids. NO THEY ARE NOT THEIR KIDS. Them people don’t give a damn about me and my children at all. While I was in the home being abused; them people always threatened to take me to a counselor, a psychiatrist to find out if I am crazy or not. I haven’t done nothing to anyone. I was not a threat to nobody; and not even to myself and I was not a threat to the community at large; I AM THE ONE WHO IS NOT SAFE. Hey I didn’t even know I was in the world yet; I am not responsible for having albinism and I was NOT THIS FAMILY’S CURSE,THEY JUST DIDN’T WANT ME IN THEIR FAMILY AT ALL; I’m not dumb and I’m not stupid, then why do Carmella Barber who was supposed be a mother to me. SHE HATES ME SO MUCH and I didn’t do anything to her and she always blamed and fault me for her husband and her mother in law for hating her because her mother in law thought she was an albino and I was born with this genetic condition which I was not responsible for.THEY DEHUMANIZED ME from the very start and for nothing that I done to any of them peope FOR NOTHING; SHE told me her mother in law tried to get her killed because of ME that was not my fault; They didn’t have to take me to their family, Them people should not have taken me to their family at all, THEY SHOULD HAVE LEFT ME BEHIND AND LET ME ALONE; THEM FAMILY PEOPLE CONTROLLED MY LIFE BEHIND MY BACJK FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND THEY GOT OTHER PEOPLE IGNORANT ENOUGH TO HELP THEM FOR NOTHING i DID TO NONE OF THEM FAMILY PEOPLE.

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6 thoughts on “I DID NOT HAVE MY PERSONAL FREEDOM AT ALL

  1. Where are you now? Are you safe now? Please let me know if there is something I can do to help you. If you are near some of the Servants of Charity, I am certain they will find the help you need.

    • I am in Chicago IL and I really do need a break from all of the horrific and painful tramaatic events and abuses I suffered for the deeds that I did not do and the things only the grown adults were responsible for, it was not my fault at all, I am very tired of living here in Chicago Illinois and I never did fit in this family since childhood and I really want to leave and go somewhere else with my children and I want to start a new life for myself because I couldn’t make it in this family and that is not fair for me to be stuck where I am not welcomed and them people shamed and silenced me many years ago. and I grew up a very nervous child because the family people kept picking on me for several years, they had me to flee several different addresses and my spouse is not from here either. I should have been removed from them people several years ago and I got a right to live where I want to live and not be followed by a socalled mother who didn’t want me for her child and then she and her family people keep on following me right behind my back on purpose a bunch of cowards. my whole life was very wrong from the very beginning and they disallowed me in the family,they rejected me from the family and they did orphan me, I can not turn to this family people not for my safety at all, and the women mother don’t talk to me and she barred me away from her home and I am not no drug user, others in the family are like that, I am not like that at all.and I am not a theif. they ran all over me. I just do not have not family here, they are very unreliable and I don’t feel safe in this family at all, I never was safe in this family from the very beginnig.

    • I WONDER WHY NO BODY IN CHICAGO WANT TO HE ME WITH THE FAMILY SITUATION; YOU SEE I AM AN UNWANTED CHILD ABUSED,USED AND ABANDONED BY FAMILY I WAS ALWAYS FORCED TO BE OUT HERE ON MY OWN WITHOUT ANY FAMILY SUPPORT WHAT ABOUT THE TIME WHEN THE PARENTS PUT ME OUT ON THE STREETS OF CHICAGO AND THEY WOULDN’T LET ME WORK WHEN I WANTED TO WORK A PAID JOB AND I ALWAYS HAD BAD BREAKS AND SET BACKS FOR SEVERAL YEARS. THE MOTHER ISOLATED ME BECAUSE SHE NEVER DID ACCEPT ME AS HER DAUGHTER AND I WAS NOT WELCOMED AND I AM NOT SAFE IN THIS FAMILY THEM PEOPLE RESTRICTED MY PERSONAL FREEDOM. THEY ALWAYS CONTROLLED MY LIFE BECAUSE THEY GOT A REAL PERSONAL VENDETTA AGAINST FROM MY BIRTH AND BOTH THE SO CALLED PARENTS DENIED ME AND WHEN THE MAN DENIED ME SHE TURNED A BLIND TO ME TOO AND ALL THE SIBLINGS HATE ME ALSO. I AM LEFT WITHOUT NO FAMILY THAT IS NOT FAIR TO ME. I REALLY WISH THEM PEOPLE NEVER TOOK ME HOME TO THEIR FAMLY I REALLY DO REGRET IT.

    • I did try to reach out to people in Chicago area but they will not help me with the situstion, I am living in the wrong city and the wrong state, they are no help to me here.

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