The Child Abuse I Suffered And PTSD Is Still There

I been abused so badly they made me have very bad nerves and I NEARLY HAD A NERVOUS BREAK DOWN BECAUSE OF, ALL THE ABUSE I BEEN THROUGH ON PURPOSE AND IT IS VERY DELIBERATE FOR NOTHING I EVEN DID TO ANYBODY IN THE FAMILY AND I DID SUFFER IN SILENCE FOR MANY YEARS AND I DID SUFFER IN SILENCE FOR DECADES AND I FEEL LIKE A HOSTAGE LIKE THAT.AND I CAN GET EASILY STARTLED BECAUSE OF IT.

to not want the child is very wrong and all children need uncondictioal love and respect and a right to keep their personal dignity the way they have a right to and they took it all away from me from the very beginning of my life at the time I didn’t even know I was in the world in 1956 and why would a man deny a child is his anyway and why did the women who I thought was my mother turned on me too. and the siblings rejected me too. they stalked me on my telephone for several years and they always acted like I wasn’t apart of the family, they always looked very down on me and they treated me like an outcast and an outsider and they are very ashamed of, the mother continues to isolate me from other like she always did and she never wanted me to work and earn my own money and money I don’t even have because of all violence and unprovoked abuses I been put througt for several years that is not no co-incident because it all began ever since I was small and I grew up being so afraid I also was vey shy and I became very withdrawn because of the worst than harsh abused

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3 thoughts on “The Child Abuse I Suffered And PTSD Is Still There

  1. You will heal. Life will get better (your internal life) most important.. I too was a victim of child abuse. A victim of many kinds of abuse but God pulled me through. I kept strong and kept pushing through, I kept believing that there was love out there for me , and there is. And I am no longer a victim. (Of anyone or anything) Thank you for following my blog. I hope it helps to encourage and inspire. That’s what it’s all about. Keep pushing through and take care 🙂

  2. so very sorry to read such sad stories about your life.
    I believe it is very strong of you that you are trying to make people aware that child abuse is real and that it leaves its mark for years and years to come.
    I just hope and pray that no other human being are subjected to such abuse.
    Peace to you

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